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Sunday, April 27, 2008

Trying vry hard to understand... have i understood??? ... waiting is indeed a painful process... so painful tht sometimes i dunno whether i can continue waiting... to take the lead and tell tht someone yr feelings isn't as simple as it is said... waiting without knowing whether yr love would be reciprocated is even more painful... will my waiting be in vain?... shall i just give up?? but to give up isn't tht easy either... it isn't something tht u say u wan to give up and u can ... its not something u can control... does he know??? nah... dun think so ... hahs.... someone told me just now... " before u go all out for it ... think... whether u are willing to commit... the process of committment might be a very very painful process... " my reply was ... " i belive tht without love ... life would be black and white ... yes .. thou it might be painful... and not many is able to taste the sweetness or the fruit of their wait or love... but at least they had love b4 ... life without love is pathetic... isn't it?? " at least u had love once in yr life... be it a good or bad experince ....
i'm willing to give my best ... even thou it might be a fruitless wait ... coz i'm serious....
rite now... i think i'll try to concentrate on my studies... maybe ... maybe one day a miricle would happen just for me ... or just for us ..=))

it ended @ 12:32 AM

I will be waiting