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Monday, December 28, 2009

Just finish the new skin for my blog.
Great. You know... I didn save my previous template and lost all the updated links:(
this was the back up dunno how many decades ago.

ARRGHHH... MY sore throat is really :(
The porridge with loads of pepper!!! is that the cause?
or was it the chips?
TML still have to go KRSS to help with the bying of books. 9am-.-
FANTASTIC.

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It's been quite some time since I blog.
Not a fantastic day. Projects undone... Notes yet to be written...
Christmas was so-so. Not exactly fantastic too...

AH HAH! I finish the Korean drama that's now showing on channel U I think.
妻子的诱惑. [Seduction of the wife]
Great show. Superb storyline!
The ending was so sad... made my eyes swollen from tears:(
Anyway I finish the whole 129 episodes. Jumped the boring parts though:)
AH and it's best in korean language, more realistic.

Tml gotta settle quite a few things and the thing that's budging me the most is INVESTMENT. I'm doing QN 3&4 and QN 4 is a killer. 35 marks. like WTH!!!! hahas.
That's not the worse... Robin got me the link for the ALL in ONE chart from yaho finance and when i tried to go to that web.... TROJAN was found.
Subsequently i tried to go to yahoo finance STI chart... TROJAN TROJAN TROJAN.
Thanks AVAST. and now i cant do my analysis:(
OKAYS. I will try my best.

OH!
Seeing granny and arh yiie tml!!! hehe. YAY-ness.
Shopping on Tues and chionging for the rest of the week.

NO MORE DRAMA-ing now :)




it's just that the star have yet to appear.

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Sunday, December 20, 2009


happen to see these pics after looking thru shun hiang's old posts.
It's really hard to deal with FP back then... FV/PV *faint*



I helped it listened to SH korean song. [look at his expression!!!]


Got my FPAS result. Was frantically searching through the web yesterday but :(SH sms me this afternoon saying she got her reults! PASSED.Sooooo happy for her yet so worried if i would pass. Called her immediately... and.... I PASSED!. yay-ness. hahaha. one more certified professional cert :P


On the other hand was still wondering if i should do my hair on mon.
Have to go minds on tues. Wed- project and writing notes with QQ
Thurs- Project and settle Aerobics stuff
:(

Haiz. Looking for supplier really not easy lei! maybe i lousy.
maybe shall seek help from shun hiang. :)
oh no. I'm troubling her again.






It's tough to be nice. really. I said i will be nice but I'm always laughing at people.
Suddenly wonder where did the old li ying went to???

Loads of things struck me after reading shunhiang's blog.
为什么人重要失去了才懂得珍惜?


Actually just had a tiff with mummy. Over a super trival matter.
How i wish i could say sorry to her right now. She's sleeping.




That day when QQ and I went to SH's granny funeral, SH eyes was sollen. I could see her putting on a very brave front. She must have loved her granny deeply.


people...
不要因为一时的生气而抱憾终身。
人生不长。
要把握每一分每一秒
应为你不知道你随时会失去。
珍惜现在所拥有的美一切。



Dedicated to many:

QQ
Gal... i mayhave said words behind you in the past. I'm sorry.
forgive me to have said words regarding your actions.

Years of friends... Since kindergarden.
14 years. fate to be in the same course same class.
years of fighting over results... and stuff.
rmb the time when we didn talk back in sec 3 and 4
the times when ppl were jealous we were so close in sec 1 and 2
dislike for each other in the past.
well. now is different.
thank you for everything:) thanks for all the laughter, craziness, quarrels and all :)

ShunHiang
one that put up with all my nonsense.
My fickleminded-ness is not an easy thing for others to accept.
My talkativeness ,you accepted.
thank you for bearing up with all the this and that should i or should i not.
thank you for studying with me in sch till library closes.
Thank you for everything and sorry for all my weakness:)

GuanYu
One that would scold me and restricts me from her waterbottle:P
your unique HAHAHAA... :)
we would pull each other hair scold each other... and crazy tgt.
we would wear grey top, whitie pants, black back pack and look like twins.
You too. Thankyou for waiting for me always and sorry for my weakness [especially lateness! i improved:) this sem i'm no longer late as usual yea:) ]


YiXin
Thanks gal. I received your chrismas card. I will hang in there.
Enjoy life and I will too be 24/7 for you. Will not leave you alone to wander the streets.
Dun cry... coz i'll cry with u.
Appreciate all your doings. Thankyou:)

Hanisah
Though it's long since we chatted and met up... But still want to say.. THANKYOU.
Thank you for giving me such a wonderfull secondary memory.
All the laughter... quarrels... I will remember. Thanks gal

Edison
Thankyou. thankyou for always being there when I'm bored.
I believe your family will stay close knitted tgt.
I will pray for you:) believe your parents will 一起白头偕老:)
hahas. all the naggings... I WILL RMB. thanks UNCLE !

Yun Fang
I dunno what can i say. because there's really too much btwn us.
You know it and i know.
We will stay this way from now till ever.
I won't back out on you...just like how you defended for me in the past.
I'll see you in poly:) you can.
and thank you:)

OKays. A realli longggggg blog.... that's it. nights ppl

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Friday, December 18, 2009

Specially dedicated.

The story was fantastic. LIKE DRAMA. TOTALLY!
First impression formed in my head: tall, pretty, typical abit ah lian kind.
TRUTH: TOTALLY OPPOSITE & crazy
it was our source of entertainment for the past week.
After seeing the photo and know about all the doings and the crazy stuff... i was totally disgusted.
Not only GY's HAHAHAH at her was totally hilarious [ we even wanted to record it] it also totally boost my morale. Wah suddenly feel that even SH's best friend is 1000 times better. OPS. =P ( you can imagine how bad that is)

Wanted to blog out everything but i realise... there's only one word to discribe: DISGUSTING.
What's wrong ? After 1 year with BF in btwn and now trying to get back. He really zai! can face her for so long.
JEALOUS i guess. jealous that gal is more prettier than her. Jealours about their r/s and now trying to wreck them.
Cannot understand what is the purpose behind everything? What is she trying to achieve? The game just started ? What can she do?
Anyway i know i'm in no position to say but just think every single action of hers is totally childish and redundant.
That's it.




Today, last day of CT and also start of my nightmare. Projects all lining up waiting for me.
Wanted to do smth to my hair. On mon. and i if it's ugly... i swear i'll stay at home.

totally broke. Bought SKIN79 BB cream and turn out i bought the wrong one only when i received it! AHHHH!!!! Should have bought the Faceshop one instead. Haiz Not only that i also bought a set of cosmetic brushes. LIKE SPENDING $$ only! :(
ALL cash disbursement and no inflow.
Seriously. Need a job. like 3 days kind of event or even one day? Hopping gal's lobang can suceed and tie my through.

Chrismas and CNY is approaching.... hais and you know what i mean.
Shall stay at home in the mean time. :)




The othet thing. Really felt very very very very sad. It's confimed. I lost the position, due to my upcoming attachment next sem. Not only i lost the position. I lost the cca points and my goal that i had been trying very hard to achieve.
Also trying very hard to enhance my poly portfolio with smth special. NOW it's gone.
All the hard work and effort. trying very hard not to make mistakes.... and now due to external factor i lost it.
I really felt sad very. MOODY.

EMOooooooooooooooooooo.....

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Saturday, December 12, 2009

6 km yesterday. improvement.

The body is not the limiting factor. The mind is.

I need motivation! Study STUDY STUDY!!!! motivation.

Tummy ache is really bothering me... Dunno whether it has anything to do with the Magnolia Oact Freshmilk that I'm drinking so frequently now. :)



It never came as promised.

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Thursday, December 10, 2009

5km yesterday. Stupid shoelace! broke my momentum. I know i'm just anyhow blaming =P

Okays. SMTH ireally shock me ytd!!!! and i am 2 further away from my goal.
Need to work double hard. That's on the down side.
On the bright side, every little imporvement would be great encouragement to me then. :)

Shits. There's still a lot to complete and time is really running out!!!! STRESS!!!!
tml 5km again. Wed timing was better than Monday's though. Can tomorrows' be better ?

There's no Treasury lecture tml. But have to meet robin, kiewu, guan yu they all for project @ 9am.
Fantastic.

Investment tut haven do :( no time though. focus on CT first. [ my excuse, i know :p ]
Planning many stuff for Hols liao. made too many promises. :(
Have to stop before i cant deliver them.
2 are crashing. Hopefully timing can be adjusted.

AH and it's confrimed. I lost the post. PRESIDENT!!!! SHIT IT! :( very very very very very sadd. Coz it's really going to help me to get to UNI as smth additional since my course is so competitive. *cries* WHY AM I IN .2 ????
guess god have smth else for me :)

IF!!!! next sem its not the .2 going for attachment!!! then I WILL....
really cry my heart out!!!! :'(
Too bad Zann.

OHWELL focus focus. INVESTMENT project here I COMEeeeeee.....

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Wednesday, December 09, 2009

JUST finish writing CM notes for Lecture 5. GOSH it's killing man.
Boring, lengthy and points everywhere. guess i'm plain messy.

Not too colourful today... still allrites :)
Haven do CM tut yet. its like 10 hours frm now... sm whr there.

Just signed up for amore women days out. the TRI- smth i forgot the name.
Smth to do with 3 continuous Hi-Low cardio, kick box and stuff. 3 HOURS of that leh.
Shall train. But there's no aerobics currently.
AND I HAVE YET TO COME OUT THE DETAILS FOR AGM.
:(

Seems that Lynette will be replacing my position. happy for her :) sad for me :(
Due to my attachment that's in 3.1 i cant take up that position.
It came and slipped out of my hands too many times. Hopes raised high and dropped :'(
Well what's mine will be mine.


.....My brain in stopping. Can't think much now.
ah and the AMORE thing is killing my pocket tooo :(
Still have to spent $40 to buy the financial cal that i lost. SAD.
Lucky i borrowed one frm my senior for the CT.

Ah and Jeffery Woo said : w/o 3.7 cumulative it would be very hard to get in to local UNI.
:( can i make it? will i make it ? ...... ---> I WILL AIM FOR IT!


Hols is coming.... No job = no money. But the duration is too short to get a job too :(
Everything is limited.


COLOURS COLOURS!!! I NEED YOU. life's too boring too monotonous.
or am i too demanding?




See my perm hair the other time....
Haha this is the clearest pic i can find.
Looks werid on me huh =X

off to do CM tut. hope i dun fall asleep halfway :)
& NITEX PPL.

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Monday, December 07, 2009


This is the heels i bought from g- market. saw it in my phone so uploaded it


HAHA!!! VERY LONG NV TAKE LAME PIC LIAO :P





EMO.
Had countless tummy ache this morning. Don't know what's wrong with my stomach!
My body is not helping by giving me cramps :'(
Was wondering whether i can even make it to gym. BUT i did :)


CFAS cher didn let us go until 12.30pm so i pestered her saying that qq class ended at 12pm.
We hit the gym and did 5 km. In between i got a few cramps and got to stop. Got the mood today but the cramps and tummy ache really spoil everything.

Hopefully Wed will be better!!! Want to train for the better.
Aiming high. :)


Oh yah . I think i'm seriously messy. Every monrning wake up at 7.30pm. Chiong to bathe, blow hair and opps cant find my phone.
Everymorning I have to search my whole bed for the phone-.-

And today it was hidden inside my blanket. Almost flung it to the floor when i took the blanket up in a rush =X

Bcomm tml :( boring


:( writing CM notes is really torturing!!!! LECTURE 4 is really really DAMN longgggggggg....
Spent countless hours on it. Started a bit ytd night and finish it spending the whole entire night today on it!!!! SHOCK!

Looking at the slides on hand and referring to the notes on lappy... to add both info in... and make sense out of the lect slides... :(

It's too late now. Lack of sleep again.
EFFORT SPENT ON CM !!! a lot a lot.

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Sunday, December 06, 2009

Just finish dinner.

OKAYs i just got freaked out by a lizard!!! It's right infront of meeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!
Hopefully it's cleared now. Dunno where had it run to.

The weather is super HOT now :( halfway through CFAS. hais. CFAS is the most clue-less module I'm at. I think I'm super dumb :(

Is it too late to start now? haven start on treasury notes. Gues to catch up with gy on her notes i still have a long way to go. MUG!

Hitting the gym tml with QQ. will see how much i can do tml.
Update more then.
Constantly reminding myself - lose 6 by feb. 2 months. Possible?
I'll push beyond limits.




- still waiting for the unknown -

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Here I'm blogging and I'm suffering.
Cramps :(
wanted to finish at least writing notes for one more lecture b4 going to sleep... But dun feel like sleeping so early. Coz i'll still wake up the same time tml.

Ytd was really really a tiring day!
3rd Dec - woke up at 9.15am and chiong to sch. Was suppose to meet GY they all for Bcomm @ 10am. But surprisingly the buses were good to me. All came in time. 189 stopped at the trafic light. Missed it but the uncle damn nice. Open the doors for me. THANKS.
Reached @ 9.55am and the rest were all late.
We chiong our report and gy, sh and I went to mac to do. we did till bout 11.45pm b4 heading home.

4th Dec - Reached home at 12.40am due to the busses! 282 was my only option left. The last bus some more. Chiong report tilll dawn. 6am. FINALY ACCOMPLISHED. slept at 6.10am and woke up @ 8am and i got treasury lecture at 9am -.- SO i chiong again.
NICE ONE. Got on to 189 same bus uncle again!!! :) then boarded NP shuttle bus and i was early :)

We settled the suff and went to hand in the bcomm. Photocpied the peer appraisal and gy cashcard got lost. coz both of us forgot to take out frm that machine @ our space :(
I'm really sorry gal. Although she kept saying not my fault ... it's ok. BUT i still feel that it's my fault :'( .... sorry......

Then went home put down lappy and went out with daddy and mummy. Promised mummy to go shopping for her clothes... and just nice daddy off day.
Shop shop and shop.... reached home and i slept at 12.30am.... SURPRISED that i can tahan so long. :O

CT is coming.. and I'm still not prepared. HOW?

Another BIG issue. I seriously need to lose weight b4 CNY. Want back the weight i use to own and even better.
A NEED AND A WANT to lose 6.





- I can never get the best out of both -

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Thursday, December 03, 2009

BCOMM is killing me.
Luckily there's no more JAP classes already if not I will be studying for the class test now.
Friday is the due date.

Next NEXT week is CT week and the CT covers a lot a lot of lectures!
7 lectures for all 3 mod. Glad it's noot 4 modules.

Nothing much recently. Life goes on and it seems so plain, need some colours :)
Reading the bible brought me some peace but i tend to get sleepy after few pages. [ Use to read before sleeping ]

Since when I don't know.
All i know is I'm starting to fall for you.
Did I fell for you? Actually I have no idea too.
You seems so out of reach, like from a different world from mine.
The circle of friends and enviroment seems kind of different.


- [$$]Don't ask me cause I also don't know. When I know I will tell u :) -


I think i love my NOTES better :) don't want to be distracted.
But it cant be controlled can it?


Back to BCOMM! :)

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