Tuesday, January 27, 2009
Greetings! HAPPY CNY! may all your wishes come true in this "niu" year and i wish everyone
心想事成
一切顺利
天天开心
身体健康 and
爱情顺利!!
HAHA! secondly! wanna wish ... HUP SONG happi birthday!!!! may all your wishes come true yea?
I slept @ 4am this morning! o.0
Fell asleep the moment i lie on my bed. ! totally tired!
and.... i had this really really weird dream!!!! dreamt bout this place with lots of ppl.... and main thing was i dreamt of ... ehh... *** !!!
Anw... yea. hahs .
Tml ... MIEC project is due! ....and i'm having steamboat tonite! TIME! gosh i really do have bad time mngt. =(
Anw. "ah ma-GE" called me on CNY eve. invited me over to her house shuld be any day next week for steamboat! hahs . Shuld be seeing joyce and logan too.!
=) Flash me a smile.
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Friday, January 23, 2009
BLUE BLACK! and i got 2.!!!! CNY is just round e corner and i gave myself 2 "lovely" blueblack. GOSH. :(
Got it from tennis class today. Self inflicted injury. sianz. One on the hand, one on the leg. *cries* SO PAIN!!!!!!!
Anyway... went back to KRSS just now. visited Mr.koh and Mr. Heng. Me and yi xin bought coffee and satay for them =)
Went to see dance too.
Tml need help mummy with the last tidy up of house and needa go shopping for cny goods one more time.
I still haven buy my pants. Zzzz. Wanted to get THAT heels sia. from charles & keith. Soooo nice
!!!!! A bit ex though =X hahs .
I totally deprived of sleep. !!!!!
... wanted to go the wuxi/shanghai 10 day trip during april. BUT! firstly daddy dun allow... secondly it cost round $1200 - $1600 i guess. yep.
HAiz!!!! That time wanna go the 'idare' camp he also dun allow!!! zzz! I REALLY REALLY WANN TO GO THE IDARE CAMP DE LOR!!! =(
sadded.
WAht a CNY uh. flooded with projects. due this coming week or the following week. Desperate for time man. I wanna watch so so so many movie sia... but dun have the time!!! TIME!
Anw. this sem's gona be over in a flash. It's really fast. Hols will be coming too and i'm looking forward to it =) ANTICIPATING.
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Wednesday, January 21, 2009
So tired. really tired. Is both mentally and physically. Bothered by everything. Family, school work and myself.
How to share..you tell me. i dunno where to start and who to share with. It isn't that simple. So feel like crying. Resting. Bed and my bears are the best source of rest and hugs now.
Shall not type animore. Here and there it revolves ard the same topic same person. Worse is you dunno i'm talking bout you and me stuck here. Gosh
Aniway tml's my Bcomm oral presentation. All the best to myself.=)
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Tuesday, January 20, 2009
Projects... suppose to meet bertram and wang dan at 10am on mon... in the end... wang dan didn turn up.. and bertram only arrived at 11 plus... ME and SH ended up watching anime and video.
HAHAs. next wed our class going MR.PON [MIEC tutor] House bai nian! heheh. and have our tutorial at his house .
Now i know what a fool i'd been. REAL STUPID!
I didn realise til now. NOW. It's NOW. took so long to realise...
only till i saw it... Cant tell myself not to believe what i seeing yea?
the lil things that pieces tgt only lead to one thing...
You are such a person.
If what you told me that day was the truth ... that means u are one with many flings.
NEVER AGAIN. the word is NEVER!!
Trust myself to be so silly...
it shattered into a million pieces at tht moment.
Going to meet arh yiie and xiao jiu they all ltr. Today's arh yiie birthday... Haven got her prez. If kor's not going then i'll go alone. He stil has his report to rush man. Tml he's going back to NP for his presentation. ALL E BEST! :)
*I'm still preparing for my oral presentation on Thurs. :( *
Happi birthday zhao xiang. :)
I didn realise til now. NOW. It's NOW. took so long to realise...
only till i saw it... Cant tell myself not to believe what i seeing yea?
the lil things that pieces tgt only lead to one thing...
You are such a person.
If what you told me that day was the truth ... that means u are one with many flings.
NEVER AGAIN. the word is NEVER!!
Trust myself to be so silly...
it shattered into a million pieces at tht moment.
Going to meet arh yiie and xiao jiu they all ltr. Today's arh yiie birthday... Haven got her prez. If kor's not going then i'll go alone. He stil has his report to rush man. Tml he's going back to NP for his presentation. ALL E BEST! :)
*I'm still preparing for my oral presentation on Thurs. :( *
Happi birthday zhao xiang. :)
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Sunday, January 18, 2009
My braclet. SPOILED. *CRIES*!!!!
Like wearing a bit too many things uh? hah s. was trying on Shun Hiang's watch.
Oh yah!!! *cries* my favourite braclet spoiled. ='( seems like it can't be fixed de... zzzz. so sadd... i liked the bracelet so much !!!! really!!! coz it's very nice. It's simple yet elegant. nice. not like my other bracelet... a bit to fancy. This bracelet can be wore on all occasions and everyday, anytime... tht's why it spoiled... haiz. i used to
It's me.. my tendancy to over-romantacize you.. despite being hurt time and again, i refuse to acknowledge your not-so-glorious traits that hurts.
YAY YAY YAY! hahs. Man utd won! scored a goalin the last few minutes! hahs. MIRACLE =X hahs. FIRST. heh heh. ok. i was not so crazy over soccer actually until being influence by ... hahas. My bad. my hidden agenda.. =x but!!!! hahs . found that it sort of caught my interest in it. :) and i start to like it !!!!! when they GOAL!!! i was like .. so ... HIGH! hahs.
ANW. accompanied bro to buy his CNY clothes. Went to Vivo. hahs .. he uh... always buy M !!!! his shoulder is broad and he should be proud of it!!!! hahs .... most of the time he buy L then in the end wash 1 or 2 times... it shrink then the sleeves too short and the shoulder there like so small... and all ended up with my younger bro.
Persuaded him to get his jeans at Topman with that specific colour!!! hahs . the colour he choose in the beginning so orbit ! =X hahs . walked from 4 plus till late night. Managed to get him his top... a blue collared stripes shirt from River Island.
He treated me to dinner. Wanted to eat either Sushi tei/ kim gary. BUt the queue was like.... erh... we ended up in Food Republic. he ordered "fried hokkien mee, char kuay tiao" then after that he went on to buy dim sum - har gau [ prawn balls ] & siu mai [ er ... also related to prawn] AND fried dumplings. GOSH! so much larh !!! hahs .
I can't finsh the prawn mee in the end. left slightly more than Half a plate of hokkien mee for my bro. I was the one removing the prawn shell for him lurh!!! ><>
ANW . next week gona be a real hectic week!!! many projects are due! and its the week b4 CNY !!!! i stil needa get a pants & skirt. but like no time liao... maybe i'll just get one!!! coz i haven got any bottoms yet !!!
Hit the gym on fri as usual! hahs. trainning on my stamina. wanna join the shape marathon tht's coming up in few months time. Really wish Guan yu can pei wo go gym on fri... always is i go alone... =( hahs . wanted to ask others... but most of them either have class in the afternoon or dun wan...
i got punish by MGA after tennis class.. =X coz i was not in proper attire... was suppose to wear black shorts. i wore white instead. =X
wear it only when i go out. then i really like it so much tht i wore it everyday...!!!! *cries*
hahs . off to do my BMGT le! (:
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Thursday, January 15, 2009
There's loads to do for ITB!!!! zzzz... haiz dun wan say ..=X Anw tml's the deadline.
Still must look up for the MIEC articles,
then there'll be a BCOMM oral prsentation on MON. and i haven thought about the content YET
Not only that, MIEC cum BCOMM project is due b4 CNY.
CATS is also due in like 2 weeks time!!!! and nth had been done yet. GOSH!
Then, here comes FMS project!
The week right after CNY we'll be having a oral presentation AGAIN - 20% for BCOMM.
ITB data base project is also due right after CNY.
BMGT project is due BEFORE CNY!!! arggh!!!!
Then, right after will be a week of revision THEN EXAMS le!!!! so fast fast fast!!!
Anw... hahs. had a 3 hour break today. Skipped BMGT lecture. Studied it on my own instead. Tml there's S&W and CATS tml.. till 12noon.
Hitting the gym and to pass Gi Tiong back his towel!!!! tht day he lend it to Sept larr.. and she kept til now... =X so i be middle man again!
UPSET. UTTER SAD. i spend so many nights doing my ITB projects... AND yet my mum said a comment that i felt so HURT! ... what i'm doing is not to show anything... But becoz tml's deadline... and our grp haven been meeting! Then some say dunno how to sollate and all.. Aiyah anw. Been spending nights figuring things out. and finally! i did it! so proud of myself. the kind of satisfaction is what i cant buy. Then my mum said smth... and i went... so DEAD* not to do with my web design.. is smth to do with me... SO SO SO SO HURT. now i know... why ppl say .." once you said it.. there's no taking it back".
Even if it's just a comment.. it hurts. It does. [*refering to words said to me from more than just my mum]
How i wish you were here with me, by my side now.
What hurts the most.. was being so close.. and having so much to say and watching you walk away. - walking away. away from the troubles of my life
:) SMILE GAL.
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Wednesday, January 14, 2009
That's me and my elder bro... hahs . found this picture when i was spring cleaning.
I so used to be a cry baby... hahs. SEE!!! i'm so short!!! tall guys are good! sense of protection. hahs. My dad REALLY make me feel protected... in fact.. it's over protective... - but it's a kinda LOVE isn't it? =)
CUTE isn't it? CAN it be MINE?
Picture taken with bro. on his birthday!
He really protects me uh!!!! tht was when i was young. followed me all around. Always there for me when i fall. hahs ... but a diff story now eh ... hahs ... tht's why we're "grown-ups"
Me and Septiana. Brought her to the gym for the first time
Went for Aerobics just now! wah . missed the cardio and the high intensity work out for the hols. hahs. anw. yupp. enjoyed it. the sch's " jiao zi " u-mian from MAKAN place is nice!!!
wah. china ppl make de "jiao zi" very nice de hors!!! my ex-collegue once let me tried those she made herself ... so nice!!! with all the diff kinds of fillings.
Acccompanied QQ take Bus to clementi and went to NTUC. hahs .. she asked me : "li ying, got bf marh..very long nv ask u this qns le hor.."
At that moment .. i dunno what to say... hahs . she said tht she's sure i'll get attached in my poly life. I said nooo.... hahs .. we'll see who's correct!!! hahs . she'll owe me an ice-cream if she's wrong ;)
haiz. hahs .. not i dun wan... is i cannot wan... no feel how to wan.. rite?
haiz. hahs .. not i dun wan... is i cannot wan... no feel how to wan.. rite?
wan go out / go movie at times also cant get anyone to go... * sianz* ... hahs
this is not despo k! i'm patient. i 'll wait for MR.RIGHT! hahs
this is not despo k! i'm patient. i 'll wait for MR.RIGHT! hahs
[ BEST wishes and blessings to QQ & KENNY, may they be tgt 4eva!* dun quarrel so much k!*]
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To me... You. A vague person. vague about your motives. Vague promises. I never had the courage to ask... be the past or now. You left cruelly, dissappeared from my life and left me bleeding. Now you're back. Stil the same. I nv seems to know the real you. was it me trying so hard to please you that i made it so bad for myself?
Can i've an answer? many a times i thought what wuld the future hold for me... Maybe this maybe that...
Couldn find a real pal ever since sec sch... in sec sch i have yi xin, hanisah, yun fang to let me jab and jab on and on on my nonsense. Now... so diff yea? Staying so far... everyone is busy with their things... QQ with kenny... guan yu always spending weekends with family... Shun hiang ... stay really far frm me... sometimes even wan to ask her out for dinner or a chat also difficult...
All i wan is just to be comfortable around with the ppl i like. To be myself. Dunnid to specially please them. I am me. MYSELF. I wan to be the way i'm. conversing in my half chinese, english with occasional dialects. hahs . No more of putting up the fake front. I hate it.
Anyway... i'm stil thinking... back to the foolish me... haven i got over u! I did! i no longer think about u.! but why . why why...had i wanted to plan and make the most of it for u when u ask me to meet ...
Isn't it all gals wish to be and feel pampered. to be protected. To feel needed. To feel that someone is proud of her. To knows that she is his everything. To be the first in his heart. To be loved, and to be treated differently by him from other normal gals. and to be the apple of his eyes. Now and forever... ???
Well maybe not all gals... but at least it's my wish... Wishes do come true dun they? if u wait long enuf... they will.... will they???
But... i was told.... HAppy endings only happen in fairy tales.....
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