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Sunday, May 24, 2009

TRUE FRIENDS. what are they.
FRI when we parted i'd this feeling that bodes the start of smth bad. Well anyway exams and hols are nearing.

I can nv and will nv understand her. being cold to you and slowly not talking to u and tht's it.
Talk no more. Had a feeling it'll be the same like what heppen in sec 2.
Tagging along suddenly make me feel so out. Trying to get into the topic was smth they nv notice.
Thinking about it every night... what exactly happen. Bothered by it for many days and few weeks. Well cant be bothered anymore. I'm and will only be more sadd and hurt and affected by it.
They're already far ahead of me. The effort they put in i can see.
I know i'm slow. BUT i'll still do and give all i can.


Aerobics camp was great. I got a post. To others they might think nth of it. but to me it's a huge recognization. Thanks for recognizing me.
I'll learn as i go and contribute all i can and do my best for it. I start to see the responsibilities coming.

Exams are approaching. CT i mean. 2 weeks. Projects dead line are approaching and loads of work are piling up. STESSED. AAA notes yet to finish. and loads of theory.

well. sleepless nites and more to come.
LOVE the dumplings granny made today. THANKS popo:) love yah

it ended @ 12:40 AM

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Thursday, May 07, 2009

MIA for so long. - blog dead -

Been trying to use my lappy only on weekends.
Weekdays are so so busy! tutorials and notes. i always take a long time with tutorials.

Went to sign up for the SCO with Jia Xin and Alex. i was inform by jia xin like so last min.
He called like sun night when he he heard frm his friend, and Mon was the last day of registration. Got the forms on mon from charrissa and only then we notice the form requires photo.
Last resort - photocopied our student pass and cut out the pic.
Jia xin's one was so BLACK. like indian >.<
hahs. he went home to get a replacement.
John is teaming with charrissa and joyce. janice also joining!!!
So many ppl... the interview gona be so competitive man.
Just hope tht it doesnt clash with JX oversea study trip.

Tml is the day!!! AEROBICS (cca) CAMP at the loft! hahs.
things are quite rush though. done all my tutorials except FRP. lecture's tml.
Next tues is AAA quiz.
AND I LOST MY 5%! ITS 5% !!!! 5% 5% !!! FOR MY FIT QUIZ!!!!
it was like conducted at the end of the lesson. finish and you leave. SO hectic!!! i panic and there 5% flew! * CRIES*
5% is equivalent to 20 marks in the common test!!!!
test suppose to be next week and not conducted in such a hectic and chaotic way!!!!
OKAYS! shall blame it on myself. I didn't read properly and didn STAY calm. tht's what the FIT lecturer always empathsize on "STAY CALM".
now i can only try to participate as much as possible in class to aim high participation - weightage of 10% .

CAMP! being a SL made me see how much commitment and responsibilty it takes. to plan, contact and arrage for games and all. although its on a small scale but i learn a lot and stil have loads to learn and improve. I really admire MIMI and YVONNE. they rawks!

- take the lead, talk to me :) -

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