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Thursday, July 31, 2008

LATE!!! CONSECUTIVE FOR 2 DAYS.

Sadd-ed. FIrst time to be late. RARH. I was nv late when i was back in sec. heez. Okays. Mummy nv wake me up nowadays le coz she goes back to slp after fetching younger bro to busstop. On Tue, POA tutorial starts @ 11 coz there's no DSS. I woke up at 0900 AT FIRST when my phone alarm under my pillow rang.. then didn know why i fell back to slp again. Then when i nxt wake up .. it's 1010 le!!! I was suppose to meet QQ at 1030.. smsed her to go sch first. Hurried to sch. Reach at 1115 sharp. hahs.

Wed. TOday. I was late again. this time it's lecture. I asked QQ to give me a call to wake me up. I seriously need a call man. BUt she forgotten. or well .. hahs weird to give morning call? =(
Alarm rang @ 0720. Woke up. and didn know why agian. slept back. then nxt thing i know was why is the alram ringing AGAIN!!! and it's not alarm.. it's QQ calling... asking if i still slpin...she at busstop le... I ask her go sch first ... It's aldry 0830. Lecture starts at 9am. AND I AM STIL SLEEPING!!! gosh..=((
I really rush man. U shuld see how i fly. hehe. but still wasted some unnecessary time infrnt of the mirror. Reached at 0935. =( missed the first part of the lecture. BUt i copied it back.=))

I was quite frustrated with my B.stats just now.. hahs. it's the really complicating formulas tht make the qns so TEDIOUS!!!! so much calculations. RARH! hahs. but i didn't give up !!! i tried for like 3-4 times then i found out tht i forgot to change the 130.2('ooo) to 130200 in my computations. =X hahs. but i felt so good aft i look at all the things i've finished. anw. FRI is DSS test le. haven study for it yet. Had been rushing for tml stats tutorial. I still want to go to je popular tml sia. dunno enuf time mah.. let's RUSH. hahs =)))

I SERIOUSLY PRAY HARD AND HOPE THT I CAN WAKE UP IN TIME FOR TML POA LECTURE. .

( where's my angel? the angel tht's assigned to look over me? .... )

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Tuesday, July 29, 2008

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MATTEW TAN !!!

Hahas. 42 happy birthday!. HHAHAS. Happy 17th birthday(27/7/08)! May all your wish comes true and jiayous for whatever you do in future!

Found smth for me to be occupied in over the weekends. Wanted to gather some friends and celebrate b'dae with matt. But he got project work then his team mates got church til late afternoon. So we cant even meet for dinner. BUT! hahs. it's postpone to some time ltr. ... There's quite a handful of AUgust Babies sia hahs. STARTS with Alan then Daddy & Zemin (same day!!!) then POPO (granny) then END with Jasmine. Hahs. hope i didn miss anyone out.

Next week study week le!!! =))) can study. THEN exams then hols! hope i'm successful in finding a job this time round.=(... I still haven watch DARK KNIGHT yet. ANd i have this sudden craving to drink queensway's AVOCADO. ... zzzz. hahs.. THis fri is DSS TEST le!!!! finak test and heavy weightage.... Hmmz.. all the revision lectures are so boring up til todae! OH YAH!!! hahs . MY PHONE BILL CAME!!! hahs . my sms oonly amounted to 500 odd!!! a drastic drop frm the previous month of 1700 plus. but makes no diff in the bill. COZ i got 2000 free sms. *HEEHEE* . so bored. OH YAH!!! QING QING jia you. You can find your true love de!! you got many choices ! dun dwell on it! I will be here ! =)))

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Friday, July 25, 2008

Yesterday. Not a good day. It was filled with anger, frustration, tears, dissappointment and moodiness. However, today everyone pretended to have forgotten bout ytd incident and was all okay le. Met septiana after sch and we went harbourfront for dinner then shop ard at vivo. I went to buy smth. ahahs same old me. FICKLE MINDED. can't help it. when i finally decided on buying tht thing i went to pay for it thinking it cost $XX.XX then, the person scan then tell me it cost only $X.XX. I was shocked. It cost much less than i tot. but it's the nicest out of all the most practical de ler. Then i went to buy smth else to add-on, and tht thing-small yet cost more than i expected. Then i finally went to buy one last thing. BUt after all i think it's the thoughts that counts isn't it? RARH. Wen hui keep saying the $$$ matters. No lurrh. hahs. oh . jasmine, daddy and grandma birthday coming le. Hmmz...must start save liaos. hahs.

DARK KNIGHT. yet to watch. dunno if got chance watch not....JOURNEY TO THE CENTRE OF THE WORLD. coming out in 7 aug. hope i can catch it too. OH!!! todae's 'HEART OF GREED- 糖心风暴' is at it's climax !!! dun miss. hahs 12am channel 255.!!! i slept @ 4 am ytd sia.=.=
chase off to slp by someone but chat with dad a while then lie on the bed frm like 3 am ...

It's like wad QQ say is/isn't it? : "It's a mistake right from the start.".

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Tuesday, July 22, 2008

人会变,月会圆。I know i'm not being gracious enough or just simply saying: petty.jealous. I cant really stand the way you handle things especially r/s with anyone. But i dun wan to expose you. I dun feel good. You.are so unpredictable with yr actions. I treat you as a good friend but you made me fear you.

Troubles nv end. Tht's wad i told Mr.Koh. hahs. He knows tht i'm troubled. =) but i guess i'll do like what i've said. PUT ASIDE ALL TROUBLES FOR THE TIME BEING. until exams are over. yea. hope i can get a job this time rd. Oh. This sat my distant relatives frm m'sia r coming over.=)
AND yah... mon hopefully there's no DSS tutorial then i can accompany my grandma. She's currently not working now and i'm worried bout her. Things happen again on sun midnight. =(
haix. Tht woman with her craze again.='( Going over this fri to accompany her more.Oh yah! IAC due this fri! gosh so many things to do ...

SADD-ed. Alfred died without reading the mail 'chang zai xin'sent him to tell him tht she had alrdy forgiven hiim.Alfred worte a very very long diary of 900 plus daes without chang zai xin... sadd...juz finish watching the show. Cried. So touching. ='( *sobs* my bro say i siao.=((
zzzz... hahas... now going to study for tml blaw test le.=)) tml. 9 pm channel 55 or 12am channel 255. Heart of greed. 唐心风暴。

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Sunday, July 20, 2008

I really wish and want to share everything with you. All my happiness, saddness and every lilttle things in life. I also wish to share all your burden, unhappiness happiness and all. BUt twice thinking you might not want to know. Wan the best for you. To get everything for you. But everytime i think of you. I tot of her. That thing tht once made me tear. How close both you were? What's e r/s btwn both you? i'll nv know. To put up that smile just for you although it hurts deeply inside. But nevertheless infront of you i'll always maintain that smile.JUST FOR YOU.

SO wanted to finish posting all the pics and update on everything but i juz so lazy and hmm sianz. Todae went out with bro (real). Mum's over at aunt place so i cook breakfast for kor and myself. Also cooked lunch for dad before he went out for work. Cleaned up before wewent out. Head down to queensway to shop for korr shoes. BUt couldn't find any to his liking. SO we went to get our avocado (cant miss) drink. $4 for 2. then went to ikea for the hotdog bun. $2 for 2 haah. so nice. i add honey mustard and tomato. hee. then we went ontop to see the furnitures. hahs. but shop with bro so not fun.=( he rushed off also.

We head down to VIVO. Now i realise there's a BAKERZIN at VIVO!!! Haaha. then we went to all the shops selling shoes. Puma, addidas, infamous and many more. then after walking quite a few big rounds we went back to infamous as he think the lacoste shoe nicest and cause with his budget too. But SADD! last pair. DUn have his size. Then we went to Pull and Bear to get the top i wan.
It's a yellow top.On first look at the top,Korr sae not nice! ask me dun bother to try. and that daddy'll sure say me for buying it de. Then i insist on trying . hahs then i ask him for opinion. he see le sae nice! hahs then ask me buy. Then my turn to think whether i should buy. ... AH. then finially got the saff to get me a new piece. Paid and went to woodland to meet AUnt BAk.

COz younger bro went over to stay on sat so now we fetching him back. AH ma (grandma) was there to. We went to SOUP restaurant to eat. the traditional chinatown food restaurant at causeway point. NIce ! hahs. BUt 5 person for $150 liddat. whosh . hahs. almost equivalent to price of international buffet liaos. anw it's nice. =)) took 963 frm there home. =) ride wasnt tht long actually. =) Korr shag le. He wasted todae. I also. haix.

Tomorrow is dss presentation le. ALSO the week for lectures revision and finish upp tutorial. needa meet hup song to do ppt for IAC. yanling and kai jun tgt with amanda meeting on wed. coz we cant make it so me and hup meet tml. haix sianz. SO many things to do. I like having too much activities nowades .. so tired and not completing my things. NExt tues got poa test and wed got blaw test also. fri got IAC ppt. BUt nvm nxt nxt sat got er fireworks i think. see anyone wan go not heez. it's NICE! oh yah NDP can watch again. hahs. =D

Last fri i went to sch at 9 plus. meet jackie to help him with his DSS. teach him also = self revision. I also forget some things hahs. But didn finish teaching everything. Only covered most of the impt and main things. Then at abt 12 sharp i saw edwin, yu heng tht grp hahs. Edwin really need go dig his ears man!! =P then hahs edwin went to 'han tam' kai jun... hahas cause kai jun sae.... *grin* HAHA ... then we saw cheryl and QQ then we all went for lunch. QQ and cheryl not eating hahs. then jackie sae treat me for teaching him. heez.THANKS.! we ate chick chop. saw yvonne there. hahs. she have S&W tht dae.
well tht's all. =)) nites.

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Friday, July 18, 2008

Todae, 18 July 2008. 10.20 pm sharp. smth happen... i'm over at aunt hse. My aunt stays alone and i came over to accompany her. Smth cropped up at my grandma hse. My aunt rushed out, called my uncle, but he's sick. =( I'm now at home alone. Overcome by a strong feeling of fear. Aunt is fetching grandma over now. I can only wait for news. On the verge of tears... Fear. Then uncle eugene called. Aunt ask me to change the bed sheet in the other room for granny. I changed le. Now waiting. Blogging to stop myself from imagining things.

I come from a simple family. Not a rich gal. I have Complicated thinkings. I think about many things and their implications be4 i do certain things. I have probs. Sm times i really hope there is someone i can share all this with. To talked to. But when others ask me about it i dun fell like sharing.Or it depends on who ask me. Sometimes i really feel so troubled and so tired. Adults things , children need not bother.. but it's different for me..I feel obliged to be part of it. When i see how my friends encounter probs and have ready shoulders to lean on and to help it's pretty good as it seems ... but many "behind the scenes" i didn see. i shall be a strong woman. One that can be the pillar of strength for others. i will hang in there AS LONG AS POSSIBLE.
DUn u try hurting her!!! I'll protect her the same way she did when i was young. And many others would too!!! I can't help but to really dislike you. I dun wish to use the word 'HATE' but u really really make me feel disgusted when i see you. AND the more I DUN LIKE YOU as each incident pass by. You caused me tears, troub for others, and unhappiness for many but it's ok. But if u caused her tears.... you will be punished one day.

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Tuesday, July 15, 2008

Juz a quick post. I'm really tired. so EXHAUSTED! . so many things to complete so lil time. okays. partly due to my 'slowness'. But i cant help it. born this way. Take longer time to do tutorial and all. This week i need to finish up my dss PBL2 and dss e-learning, IAC project and Lms blog post. this are the major things. PBL 2 stil got hopes. The e-learning de... er.. all bout business intelliengence and data mining. GOSH. someone help me man!. Then IAC is like still haven really started.

I seriously need to mug. CAnt focused well at home. Tend to slack. Wan stay at sch lib to study after class til bout 8 plus or wad. But nobody wans and nobody can.=(( I smsed goi. But see his pattern... and saw him todae. he really look so tired man. so i look for sept instead. all not business sch de. Sept say k but she leaving at 7 plus. i anything. juz wan a quiet place to do my tutorial. But i dunn wan stay in sch alone til so late. Ltr dark then muz cross the over head bridge like abit ulu and scary.=X .

Wanted to finish posting all the pics de but no time man. haix. will do tht this weekend provided tht i have the time. PPl plz tell me if u wan stay back in sch to study ! ;) Nowadays cum home either i take a nap then dinner or dinner le then do tutorial then print notes then SLp! =((. Exams are coming. PPl lets start the studying momentem.

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Saturday, July 12, 2008























Totally deprived of sleep!!!! WOke up at 4am!! aunt drove us down. we reached in like 11 mins. she sped. a bit i think.=) was fast. The triathlon really inspired me... hahs. see the determination and perserverance of the participants. wah!!! youngest 6.5 yrs. oldest 66.5 yrs.






It rained a bit towards the end of the whole thing.started @ 8am ended @ round 1 plus. wanted to go and see Edwin over at woodlands. But dun think we can make it in time so we didn. We walked quite a bit to the busstop @ the HDB flats there and i took 197 home to AYE there. GOSH it took me more than 1 and a half hours i guess. or ard tere. I putt on my sun glass and slept throughout the journey. =) hahs. the sun was glaring manz. Reached home put down my bag and off i go again! to west coast park.=.=






We did alot of fun things as a class tgt. and many many things. will update on mon. I juz reached home and i gona juz collasped. will elaborate more on the details of the class gathering and the pics. =)) nitiez everyone!!!

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Friday, July 11, 2008

Gosh the ride was indeed 'sore'. hahs. my butt is sore from the ride man!!! Lms ended @ 4.15 Finally decided on going home first to put down lappy. Then ate a bit.( mum cooked curry) Hit down to clementi interchange and i was wondering is there a board for bus routes. Now then i realise that although i stay @ clementi i nv really took bus at interchange and wonder whr all the other buses goes to. AND I NV KNEW bus interchange got board for bus routes.. coz the interchange is so big. =.= Took 147 and it took me 1 hour 20 mins.

Went to buy the 'tau huay' frm N&B de. It's REALLY nice lah... But the price for the tau huay with the peanut 'tang yuan' de went up.frm $2.80 to $3. hahs. but they change venue to the op place. bigger. WHo's a food lover ??? we can go on a food venture!!!! haha. I bought tht to erm reward myself for bsta. heez. Wanted ice-cream and movie. But Maec on mon.haix hahs. Ate at popo house then waited for arh yiie to cum aft her work. Ate dinner then go to her hse. YAn Ling at first laz min say tml cant go .. then kj also sae dun go.. SO WAHT LA. but i can understand la.. hahs so it's okie ((: hahs. anw my aunt say she could drive us over.. so yah. Yan ling manage to persuade her mum afterall. Meeting them @ 5am @ hougang taxi stand coz tht's the earliest yan ling mum can allow. Then will be rushing over to west coast park.. the dinner starts @ bout 5pm. so yah! hahs. ((:

Oh yah. when i'm reaching serangoon there tht time,on the bus, i saw sun set. It's so beautiful!!! hahs. BUt the view was disrupted by the trees.=.=... Nv took the time off to watch sunset.. One day i will. Both sun rise and sunset. (: how nice it'll be.(:

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Thursday, July 10, 2008

the cruelty of reality. How true. It's hard to understand how human thinks isn't it? After briefly jumping blogs...and it starts me pondering over many many many qns... why this why tht.. how cum can liddat...
As to me, myself. I'm a fickle minded gal who can nv seem to make up my mind most of the times. I always change laz min. or in another words... i can think like dat for a moment and change my thinking the other min. I always think so much and complicate things. tht's my weakness.. and i'm working on it.(:
One qns. is it always ppl who cant be lovers can nv stay as good friends, pals, or friends even?
is it tht hard? i've been in both positions and i think maybe it's not tht hard is it? or is it not?
it's not the first time i hear ppl say but end up... haix. well. tht's human beings for me.

This is my reply to u: my love for him is not limited. BUT! i'd drew a line to tht. It's the not time yet. Hectic schedule! and Studies, tests, exams, family and friends are more impt now bah.(: i thank you for yr concern! but i hope u respect my decision juz as i do for others.(: U shuldn be calling out! army lei! hahs . jia yous! Still friends.(: pals.i promise. dinner as planned=). AH. and laz thing. i choose tht my own..though it'd been hard but i'd nv regretted liking him. (:

Gosh! i really need more time!!! i'm despo for time. 'time nv waits for one' how true!. haahs. Met yanling and kj. did the planning of IAC project. WAh now i notice tht the sch lib is such an ideal place for studying from early evening onwards.. SOmeday i'll grab someone to study till late night.=) guan yu say she can.. but she todae got cca.. and i wonder on other daes if she can.. the others can't go home late. especially QQ! hahs(:
I really got loads to complete man! A lot undone for IAC. and MAEC test is on mon!!! this sat there's a sec 4 class gathering with miss wan.. and sun night maybe sending miss wan off.... NO time!!! and sat 5am need to be at east coast le!!! til 3pm. gosh then rush back to west coast @ bout 7pm for class gathering. studies... i've to forgo sun farewell then. try to study tml also. BUt tml meeting for IAC project =(. wah.. haix.BUT! i work hard and play hard! i wanna go catch a movie!!! hahs. sat consider a day off le hahas. so yea. WAY TO GO LIYING!!!

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Tuesday, July 08, 2008

AGAIN!!! Mr.CHan cancelled lesson last min again. I saw the msg shun hiang sent the moment i wake up @ 8am. my phone alarm woke me up.=) hee. then class's CANCELLED!!! luckily i was still on bed. hahs. went back to slp and slept til bout 1015 then mum woke me up.. she fried bee hoon for me. =)))) nice!!! hahs. I rush to print my bsta lecture notes... then rush to bathe and 12noon le!!! took my bag and off i go... and i forgot my LECTURE NOTES THAT I PRINTED!!! such a sotong sia... bstats lecture started at 1pm and ended @ round 2.45pm. HUNGRY! hahs. ate C1 yong tau fu..=))) then waited til BSTA test start at 5 pm at lecture 45. SO FAR AWAY SIA!!!! at aerospace .. there sia.. hahs.

Tml's dss lesson @ 9am is e-learning. but going as pernormal to finish up my application laz unit. meeting them at 9.45am. =)) didn't manage to finish my POA tutorial juz now... dunno how to do.. or rather hahs no mood. no more space le lar! hahas. all used up for stats todae... need to refresh a bit ... slping will help! haha. tml is blaw.. and i cant print the notes.coz mel is down ... rrarh! hahs. thanks to the cancelled class todae .. tht gave me a excuse to slp late. sort of help me... didn yaawn yet leis!!! hee..

I'm thinking.. if i shuld... ? maybe not? why i shuld? why shouldn't i? does it make a difference? It'll juz be a matter of time. ANW i stil got time to ponder... hahs

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Sunday, July 06, 2008


My lunch. maggie with no msg. added fish, 1 crabmeat stick, egg and tooped the noodle with the erm ( u noe u eat takoyaki balls they add tht thing on top ? ) yah i added tht. ahahs. NICE! Me and Guan Yu water bottle!! hahs. sadd leh . guan yu, qq and shun hiang coincidently all have same phne model. only i difernt . =
Gosh ytd a totally erm not happening dae.=( ... woke up at 9am plus, dad cooked maggie mee for me.=)) ahhs. it's been quite some time since my dad cooked maggie for me.. and hit jurong east lib @ round 11am. hahas there's a guy early morning promoting perfumes @ my hse there de busstop. and i gana-ed. hahas. but didn buy. heez

Studied alone @ lib till abt 12 plus then goi sae he laz min cant make it coz his cousin birthdae invited them over!!! RARH!!! hahs but it's okae la. sadd-ed. my clique all stay so far away frm me.. =( dun dare ask them cum all e way down heh. Then there's this grp of gals doing project beside me.. then they were asked to leave the lib coz they cant do the gluiing and cutting there. the place was left empty till bout 1 plus when a couple @ moz sec 3. came to occupy the place. i plugged on my earpiece le and can still hear them gigling..=.= ... i was like trying very hard to focused coz i dunno how to do my bsta liaos and they keep loking in my direction as if i am the one disturbing them of their privacy..=.= Fine! and i cant take it anymore le... too distracted. nobody to chat with me wheni bored of studying also. SO I LEFT!!! Went to imm to buy paper, highlighters, markers, pens and all... saw septiana there working as cashier!!! hahs. went to kah jiao her. =))


Gosh the things, especially the paper and and bsta tb weigh a ton! sept tot someone was fetching me ..=.= hahs. i took the bus home frm imm direct to my hse no need walk so far to je interchange also. Theni notice mum's out. fetch bro to tuition . i settled my lunch by cooking maggie. MUM steamed red groupa for us b4 she went out. BUt it's like only me and dad eat. bro is out. dad will go out at 6 plus for work. he working late shift ytd. i studied @ home. Went to slp at 6 pm and had nightmares.=(( stuggled to get out of the night mare a few times and change to my bro bed to slp. i slept til 9 pm.=X hahs. no one's home yet.

i cooked maggie again! and yea added 2 crabmeat sticks in.=) hahs. and re-heated the other portion of fish to eat. the fish's big manz. hahas. swept, mop the floor and washed up the dishes i used. hahs =) sort of fun. MUM's back with bro le from granny hse after his tution. brought back curry for me. but i was alrdy full le.

Studied from like 12 am to like 3 am and slpzz again=)

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Friday, July 04, 2008

YAY-ness hahs=) finished off with LMS presention!!! BUt left with IAC... gonna be quite a rush!!=( ...

Went to plaza sing todaae with hup song, kai jun and yan ling! We went to eat the QQ noodles.. ZZZZ so ... hahs . but nice la.... we walked to and fro la.. from ps to taka then to here and there and back to ps again.. i left on the journey back to ps... coz they go take mrt there home. i take 143 home heez.infront of 7-11 beside meridien hotel there.=)) the bus air-con is soo strong!!! lucky i'd my jacket=)) heez. i saw cun fang on bus 154 when we took the bus frm np. we alighted tgt at KAP and change to bus erm( i forgot = ). then i sat with her hahs.coz she going suntec. yan ling sae " u go sit with ur friend." so i ps her.=((sadd-ed. "Sorry mei!".. hahs. =)

Tml meeting upp with ben goi korr moz prob! to study @ je. unless he laz min back out then i go hamtam him!!! hee=))) no la. at most i study alone.. hahs =)) need to go to popular.. need some note books, pens, highlighter, pens and paper to print my notes ...=( sounds loads rite? the paper is gona be heavy.=(

BSTA two more daes to go!!!! need to really .. hmmm. yah . ahhas. i went to jasmine class todae at 12 plus to get the macro notes i wanted to lend from her. =)) heez THANKS loads jasmine. 'lovezzz'=)))

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Monday is BSTA test le...few more days. this time round it's pon 60 marks.
the previous time round.. i'd yr encouragement and the 1st msg greated me at 6am sharp was yrs.so touched tht u stayed up.
But yea. it's not the same le... hahas. i shall do it! yea. jia you manz liying. heez. test test test... it's to test me. =))

Hmmz... DAniel korr seemz to have some family probs.. and yea.. sounded serious... gabriel(og) had prob too... evrybody seems to be having prob... i also have lei!!!! But yea lorr so wad. everyone has i think. Ben korr also have..i think . but he claims no. then no bah haha.
Ben sae i very lame. ppl offer hug i offer tedd. But huggs R precious. cannot anyhow give. Ben sae he owe me a hugg coz cannot let gals owe ppl de ma. he guy. But...no.! i dun wan . hahas. ltr in future he got gf then i die. heez. no la. huggs is a sensitive things man.cannot anyhow give/receive also. SO BEN ! even if sae u give only when needed also cannot!!! COZ it's only meant for wad it's meant for.!... hahs =)

Tml got 2 presentation!!! haven finish with IAC de.. gosh!!!! tml going sch.. meeting them @10am. to do... it's a very short one.. proposal only... =)) Oh yah! i followed EDwin (og leader) to what ever group he join. then i pull friend in .. then they also pull their friend. hahas. Joined grp 6. it's like i only know edwin there so far. hahs. tht stupid kai jun shout to ask me join grp 7 today then the whole grp start "grp 7! grp 7! grp 7!"... dots.. so loud la. hahas. than i SIAM. heez. okaes tht's it i slping le. eyes closing

I'm still hurting. Though it subsided. BUt it's stil there.

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Thursday, July 03, 2008

I'm trying i really am..blame who? ..no.I wun.I shan't sae,and wun blame.I'll keep silent.keep it to myself... I'll show u a smile.=) -struggling- A battle of mindset, my thinking. It'll take me time...but! I'll win this battle. And the greastest enemy is me,myself. I'll overcome this hurdle.
"Diamond cannot be polished without friction. Gold cannot be purified without fire. Good people go through trials, but don't suffer. With that experience their life become better not bitter. " - quoted

I was so relieved after my blaw presentation todae.! coz i cleared off one pw. YAY! hahas. Randall told us our grade.!! hahs =))) heh. okays.But He's so... erm... better not say ltr defamation. hahs =P. HAHA. clearing off LMS pw this fri! then got IAC presentation also but it's proposal presentation. then 7/7 - BSTA test . 14/7 - MACRO test...juz got to noe of marco test todae..how many more test is awaiting me uh...AND i hate taking test in lecture hall... the sitting position always make me end up with shoulder aches..=(( i wan to watch wanted... zzz... but think of my upcoming test .. i half sianz le.=.=
Juz now after the blaw presentation, i went to change out of my formal wear. then walked to lib with ester. She bought 'monkey madness' smoothie ..for rewarding herself for blaw pj. i wanted to buy pep with choc chips ice-cream... then .. arhh.. forget it.
Met yanling @ lib. chopped 2 bean bags. ahahs.then went to buy waffle & bubble tea w yanling. we bought peanut fillings de. Then yanling bought green apple ice-blend. I bought pepermint ice blend coz they dun sell oreo and dun sell yam ice-blend nor choc ice-blend. when i feel like drinking ice-blend it dun have my fav.=( then i lazy walk to C1. BUT!! THE PEP ICE-BLEND TASTE HORRID!!!! it's like first sip stil okay. then it starts to taste like medicine then it taste bitter! both amanda and yanling gave me the 'vomit' face after tasting.
=.= then no choice i cant continue = throw. waste of $ . moz impt is it saddens and dampen my mood. haix. i drank plain water instead. hahs lucky i brought water bottle.=)

" dun give up" attitude isn't always good is it? perserverance. but it seems to bring pain in cetain aspect of life isn't it. good and bad. Evrything has both sides. and it always balnce out in my theory. thus i nv seems to make up my mind on things and decision. haix. okiez nites ppl! =))

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Tuesday, July 01, 2008

RARH! i'm like .. so tired le.. wanted to sleep liaos.. finnaly finish blaw ppt. send to sean and waiting for him to do finak touch up then i print.. he now tell me cant finish!!! gosh! i feel like strangling u manz!!!! who tell u go town meet friends! see la. blaw now! .. haiz.. nvm =) i'll print it now and head for bed! mu hahaa.. hee.



Me and Guan Yu!!!! hhaaha... dss workshop cancelled on mon then we go ourspace.. hahas . we so lame la.. high!!! high!!! heez..
He ( my bro- real!!!) hahs. tall rite?-as compared to me. heez. nice man the height. cool! 1.77=) me 1.62.=)) i like my height, hahas . goods!
He so . eh herm.. hahas. =))) heez.

Sat! went back to sch tht day! hahas.=))) miss wan(2nd frm left) flying off again. to america? hah dunno.. juz know tht her hubby is there. she juz got married laz yr! haha=))
This the over size shirt ... i go pin here and there... look better rite? not so big. juz the shoulder there. ahahs. like take for fun ..=P muz destress... haaa=))

Gosh this week's a real hectic week man.. erm for the weekdays! hhaha. juz finsh my blaw ppt. send to sean for designing and waiting for him to send back for me to print.


Tml having presentation @ 2pm.=) our slot. Then i'll be rushing over to meet Lms cum IAC grp members. This fri got both IAC and Lms presentation la.!!! IAC we juz had our first leeson laz wek only sia...=( .. so rush ...




First thing first. That oreo cheese cake.. erm didn't tur out quite alright. ahah. edible la!!! juz that the cheese like not as nice as the one i ate at ' bakerzin' la! =( but wishful think to think tht i can make as nice.. hahas. nvm . ah yiie say we can try again nxt nxt week heh=) next mon having BSTA test ... haiz.. hahs ..




Secondly.. i was erm quite shocked that 'he' brought up the issue yea and cleared some things... but like it lead me on to a few more questions.. wanted to ask .. but i guess i shall wait for another time haha..coz like evrything one day .. hard to digest and ask also. But now.. the main thing is MY WORKLOAD !!! hhas. bad time mngt sia me... gosh.. bad time mngt + indecisive.. how bad more can i get ... summone organize me pls. hahah.




I was like searching erm for a formal wear inside my wardrobe.. and i can't find any!!!! oh gosh. hahs. yea found one actually.. but one button missing. it's like i only wore it once erm one yr plus ago .. ahah so .. no wonder eh..=.=


But tml how!!!! RARH. i shuld have buy at least one or two sets of formal wear la... as in like for presentation type de.. haha.. i was so lame juz now.. i went to wear my bro de long sleeve!!! haha. he now everythime go gym then he grow also. cant wear liaoss!! then he say i wear so big llike my bf shirt if i wear out..=.= zzzz


hhaha. sort of cool eh the shirt ahahs. nvm i 'ren'!!!! i shall go shopping once i have the time!!!!!! haahs.




Todae was so ... after my poa tutorial ... QQ sae wan eat 'kaki fuyong' then go eat lorr... then after eating.... i seem to get gastric!!! so weird... maybe cause i ate too lil the night b4.. then morning drink milo only then laz til 1pm... i can't seem to go hungry for long..=( ... laz time due to my work.. i ate very irregulary and i start to get stomach probs... but it's like laz week i even nv eat for 1 dae due to alot of activities haah.. but also like ok... then dunno why todae liddat... i seem to be falling ill le lar.. ='( ... not enuf sleep then shoulders aching...cough and a bit flu... wah huh huh... *sobs*... todae de gastric made me so in pain la... i actually told my grp to meet me @ lib to discuss dss.. in the end i sick... they cant do anything then they play psp.. i down there rest... even tot of going home la.. but like bag too heavy !!! no strength walk home... struggled to blaw lecture la..=( It took me from like 1pm plus to like bout 4pm theni recover... my friend offered me a sweet... the sweet like quite useful eh. haha.=)) then i okle. HYPER AGAIN!





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