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Wednesday, December 31, 2008

说过的话永远不能收回, 做过的事永远抹不掉遗留下的痕迹. 所留过的泪就像覆水难收.
不要说不真诚的对不起 应为对你而言只是敷衍的话。

压抑着对你的那份感情, 有说不出的千言万语.
若输了你 那赢了世界又如何?

不断的想讨好你。希望在你眼中能表现得最美,一切都已你为第一
在学校的每一个角落都希望有机会能遇到你。
过去的只能当作回忆。或许有朝一日我能再次遇见你 再次看到你的微笑 接我投入你的怀抱。


This guy's blog really drew my attention. hahs .. sort of EMO worx!!!
anyway. I received William's greeting card ytd night. hahs .. He's my erm so-called BRO cum advisor uh. hahas.
I'll pray for blessings for him and his Gf. they're like sort of facing some prob due to the gals family objections. Their age diff you see. HAiz. anw. hahs will be waiting for their wedding bell to ring!!! hahs .
True love doesn't have any boders yea?

Kaes. sch's starting soon. ITB project haven even started yet. THis gona be a very super short term! everything has to rush! Might be playing squash this fri with Claudia. i'm looking forward! really! hahs . Tml 's going to Hort park! hahas!!!

Hmm. ytd had a long day out! Bought top X3 , vest cum hoodie, shoe some hair accessories and yup tht's it.

k gtg!

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Monday, December 29, 2008

OKays! my blog is like SO DEAD!!!!!!! . Was very busy with the hong kong drama that i was so engrossed with that i spent like 4 -5 days to finish the 42 episodes!!! hahas.

Went to Samuel house the day b4 christmas eve for 4e7 class gathering. GOSH but only 3 gals including me. hahs. i went to meet matt to get the prez then met wei ju to get the RUDOLF PARTY SET!!! : chicken x1, 1 kg ham, sausages x10, log cake x1 . Then we head to Sam hse aft our lunch! The 4 of us played games at his house!!! gosh i was at losing end. The guys gang up! UNFAIR! hahs.
We went down to get the fruits and help in making the fruit salad! GOSH. Matt made a big mess out of the honey dew. AND THE UNCLE WHO SOLD US THE HONEY DEW PROMISED IT'LL BE SWEET!!! AND IT TASTES TOTALLY TASTELESS!!!!
The rest came and we went to get the pizza x4 . The feast starts @ ard 7+ 8pm cause we're waiting for all to arrive. We all watch lil nonya tgt. hahs. WHAT A DAY!

On christmas went to catch "BEDTIME STORIES" with yin ji. NAH. the story wasn nice ... some ppl went off halfway. It couldn catch the attention of the audience i guess. I went to the toilet too ... hahs =X

Met QQ ytd(sat). went for a walk, gossips and went to look for a part-time job. Yea. hahs. Finance prob. dun wan to add as a burden to my parents. My younger bro books and all are already costing $400 plus.
BUT no way am'i going to let my PT job affect my studies. If i cant cope... i'll quit the job.
hahs... tht's what i'm saying now though, who knows what will happen in future.. haix


Me & QQ was talking abt hahs HIM. yea it's been long. I guess if not of what he did i would nv be able to let go so easily... but it also took me ard 8 months. hahs . Think he's doing good. Yea he looked smart and cool frm the dp i saw. hahs .
AT times i just cant help but notice... when SHE is online HE wun msn me.. when SHE is off9 he wuld msn me... and once she come on9 the conversation somehow abruptly stopped. QQ ask why i didn ask... if it was her.. she wuld be fed-up and asked!
hahs. firstly i dun see a need to... cause well what's mine is mine. And 2ndly, it's him who took the 1st step to the cruel unexplained ending. SO since i want to forget i shuld.
God had everything laid out for me i guess. hahas.
if QQ had not touch this sub i guess i'll try not to think abt it bah.
Isn't it better to be Good close friends or god bro/sis than not even friends? hahs
ALL THE BEST TO HIM though :)

Kaes. Sch is like re-opening soon! and there still a lot of projects to be done! no more slacking i guess! better buck up. AND I SERIOUSLY NEED TO.
I WILL MOTIVATE MYSELF AND MENTALLY SUPPORT MYSELF. BELIEF THAT I CAN.

ps. - that is what chia yee always teach me. belief in yourself. i seriously hope i can=).

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