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Thursday, July 30, 2009






























Some pics ever since tht time. hahas now then i receive. so yah uploaded!





Finally I'm done. Wanted to blog ever since last fri after runner's relay.
BUT there's just too many things to be done.
I just completed FIT and I&Eproject. BIG accomplishment expecially FIT.

Shall not comment much. I will only say that " I'm really proud of myself" :) hehe.
Well well. Still there's loads of things undone. Exams is in 1.5 weeks round there.

I wanted a REAL GOOD NIGHT SLEEP but it seems that i was unable to have one. I slept at 2am last fri. No idea what i was doing.
5am last sat - rushing FIT content.
2 am on Sun - rushing tutorial.
2.30 am on MOn- tutorial
3am on Tues- rushing FIT Proposal
3am ? unsure yet Wed - my afternoon was actually totally FREE. but need to do FIT ppt.
collate and print out everything just now including I&E.



Okays i am really SUPER tired after tht EXHAUSTING and TIRING run and i did not have a good sleep at all. *cries*

NITEX:)

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Thursday, July 16, 2009


She's home. Her right hand is stil slightly swollen.
The polyclinic doc is afraid that she got highblood and the cause of the swollen hand is cause of stroke.

But the doctors at the hospital says there's nth wrong with her.
But referred her to a specialist for a appoinment.

That's it.

DOCTORS! CANT STAND POLYCLINICS AND HOSPITALS of all the paperwork and procedures. THINGS ALWAYS TAKES FOREVER.

Anyway what matters most is she's safe and sound. :)

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Feeling totally down.

Went out with Qing Qing to study at JE today coz got no sch.
Was trying to escape from home these few days... going out early and coming home late.
Been having quarrels frequently with family members.
Loads of things. As i tell Qing abt what happen tears started to fil my eyes...
I held them back and we took bus from IMM back to WCP

We walked ard WCP and talked. I saw him.
BUT that was not the main point.
AT abt 4.. daddy called me...

He said mummy's hand was swollen and he took her to hospital and she's stil in A&E now,
Mummy had been complaining that she was experiencing pain in her hand ytd.

When i knew that she was in hospital my heart BROKE.
Now i understand what it feels like when smth had happen to someone you love and so coincidently you'd done smth wrong and not yet gotten the chance to apologise.
I wanted to tell her I'm sorry for what happen the past few days.
I wanted to let her know i understand their way of loving me and protecting me...
no hair colouring, nail painting and all... have a nice temper, be accomodating towards brothers and so much more....
I want to let her know i will try..

TO make her take back what she said ytd... to let her know I REALLY LOVE THIS FAMILY.

Mummy, you'll be ok. I'll pray hard that the cause of your swollen hands is because you strained your muscle and not other causes.



That aside, exams are approaching real soon and i stil haven finish writing my notes.
FIT project is due very very soon and we're lacking behind time.
Everything that's happening,
It's really tiring and draining of energy, physically and mentally.

BUT,
I'll be strong, instead of depending ppl, I'll be the one that others can depend on.
Instead of relying on others for comfort and encouragement, I'll be the one that gives.
I believe i can tie over this period.

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Tuesday, July 14, 2009







HOME! Again i forgot my keys. But luckily younger bro's at home. Parents are out.

Today i had AAA and so COINCIDENTLY i experience cramps.
Stomach was hurting like hell. Couldn't concentrate on my AAA test.
Forget it. It's over.
Went to play games at our space games room. shouted like crazy hahas.

oh yah and after FMGT lecture today went chiong to makan place to have early lunch.
Lecture ends @ 11.40.
AAA starting @ 12 noon. But i manage to reach class ON time. :)

Niways, helping hanie to order the same flippys as me. hehe. HOT PINK.
mu hahs.

Oh i think i seriously need to study. Notes are lacking behind time. Way behind. :(
Lacking motivation.
HELP!
Now i have the sudden urge to work! EARN $$
haiz. movies entertainment all requires $$.

OK enuf of that.
I will be seeing hanie this FRI. yays.
This coming hols i wanna meet up with yun fang and more:)
MY BESTIES.

stay happie ppl.



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Saturday, July 11, 2009

Met up with Yi Xin today.
was suppose to meet hanie ytd for dinner but coz leen sister got H1N1 and she met leen so dunno how it links and i was unable to see her.
BUT I'll MEET HER FOR LUNCH ON MON!!!!


Got loads to blog today.
First, YiXin was so damn sadd. After i heard her,
i was totally disgusted by that bunch of so called FRIENDS that she have larh pls!
They USED her and i mean it.
The tears in her eyes when she told me what happen last thurs after her last paper.
The feeling of walking ard aimlessly,
when the so called friends just vanished... and those that you sincerely cared for! WHAT'S WORSE?
Dun be sadd girl. YOU have loads of ppl who stil care for you! I know you still have to face them on mon. BUT be strong and stay strong. 4 more months... YOU can pull it thru :)

Second! after i went out with yixin i went hou gang to have dinner with granny.
Went home @ 9 and reach WCP at only 1030!!! Guess what.
I FORGOT MY KEYS!
Daddy's stil @ work, mummy's @ granny hse tgt with bro, elder bro's not home yet. GREAT uh.
Decided to wait for them @ coffee bean.
AND GUESS WHO I SAW!!! VICTOR.
so here i am blogging with his laptop. :)

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Friday, July 10, 2009

Wrong msg sent across?
I'm sorry. A good friend but definitely not MRS. NICE.


The cycle's back again! Dun feel like staying home nowadays. Want to go shopping but still saving.
Suppose to meet aik choo today at 4 plus but i'm too tired.
Studied at cc from 2 -3pm and a bunch of KR malays came and made a whole lot of noise. SO I WENT OFF! good thing coz i went home to SLEEP :P


Thinking of him at times.
BUT i dun even really know him. Hahas.
He's NICE- the greatest force that attracted me. well well. SOrt of Old though =X
But i dun mean AH PEH larh!
20++ eh heh.

THINGS come and go. Same for feelings and friends. SO will u go?
I wun:) THIS-MY PROMISE:)

HEYHEY tml i'm meeting HANISAH !!!! I haven catch up with her about all the gossips and all and it's been ages! We're like meeting for dinner.
GREAT and i got no sch tml! can slp late late:)

Oh yah. FOR my I&E i totally have no idea today's last lesson!!!
we didn't prepare any ppt but yet the teacher still praise our grp:)
We were the only grp in the class that earn's profit:)

hehe:)



Oh and my hair... Still as flat as ever. must wait till round august b4 i can change back to the original parting of the left side.
SO NOW I"ll "忍".


Tht's all. Wish me all the best for EVERYTHING :P
Nites PPL!
STAY CALM and happii!



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Sunday, July 05, 2009


Took this photo after common test last paper. FMGT:)
And i sort of miss my hair!!!!
Jamez say i do not have much hair at my crown.
Heredity i think. Stress he say.
HAIR LOSS. oh no. and my hair's so FLAT now.
*cries*


The cake tht i baked for daddy thru the baking class tht i organise for I&E


Gena saboh by em!!!! I game master leh!!! Being bullied:( hahas but it was FUN FUN FUN!!!


THE SUPER SHAVING CREAM!!!! muhaha!!!




This grp's more guai! Nv bully game master. Haha but yew hong and the guys really jia lat:P


Haha! Rachel really love me yea!!!! HUGS*



Was packing my dressing table and just realise everything is here and there and quite some is missing. :(




We studied in sch till Ourspace close. and tht obscene couple is so distracting larh. SHoo Shoo.. +P

Does me and lynette look like retatrd! hahs .




........

The over protected love. I can understand your worries daddy. But it's going to be MY childhood.
Probably u are just not as open minded as other parents. But yea.
Like what he said... i will respect u :)
It's ok if you reprimand me . I will "忍" ...
Just give me some space i hope.


I'm really stressed up. Family matters and all. So many things tht hidden in me. I tried to let go... but cant seem to be able to confide in someone.
Like what valerie said... I shuld let go... i know.... But i just cant.
Feel stress and tied up.
Met YIXIN today though and catch Ice Age 3 at suntec eng wah. the gv theatre are forever packed.


Haiz. Up till now i still cant understand what's the diff between painting nails now and in few years time. WHY ? WHy is daddy so obstinate.
I guess it's real REAL REAL hard to fight for my dream and for what i want.
Guess if i want to fight for the approval to highlight my hair will be like A DEFINITE NO NO!
asked b4 and got a long long long nag and reprimand.

ARGGHHHHH.... oh no.... and now my hair is giving me problem :(



all tht i need is just someone... someone who's true and speak with the heart and not just a facade.

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