Thursday, April 10, 2008
today is a super tiring day... i'm dead beaten ... but i didn do much today at the oc tho... the planning is not very good and our leaders are not those vry high and enthu ones so... haha.. ya... went tu oc today with qq then saw brenda at clementi busstop.. said hiii...=)the touring of np is the most tiring thing... its build on hills and we spent 1 hour odd tu go up and down and up and down... whoosh .... haha... anw hopefully tml will be better . it's games day tml and some of my friends are like so down le... no mood tu go le... buttt... think they'll still go coz its compulsory u see...
i read this novel a few months ago but feel like sharing sooo.. ya ... the title is 'ice-cream'. This average high sch gal (jessica) met this guy kayle ... they got tgt and its not long before kayle brought her tu this ice-cream shop tht sell fantastic ice-cream( jessica likes tu eat ice-cream) on their 1st date... they enjoyed each other company and all went well... the nxt date turn out tu be a nightmare for jess... kayle said " do u really wan tu try out yr first ice-cream??" jess didn catch wad he meant ... but b4 she knew it she was at his hse...and soon they were in a paasionate kiss and kayle started undoing her clothes ... jess was taken aback but she didn dare tu refuse.... she loved him just too much ... it started off with one "ice-cream" in 3 weeks or so for jess ... and the rest of the days they went shopping and spent time in each other company . and slowly it went down to one " ice-cream" per week for jess ( kayle requested tu bring her for an ice-cream evry time)...butt she didn enjoy her " ice-creams" at all... she cant understand why.... but she has no one tu turn to... she found it all but a painfull process ... but she didn dare tu tell kayle , she was so afraid he would leave her iif she refuse for tht ice-cream treat ... kayle's handsome and many gals would flock tu him just tu get his attention...so jess tot she was the choosen one the special one... ( in her mindset)....and it was not long b4 kayle requested for 3 'ice-cream' in a week ! then abt 3 months tgt and on their last "ice cream" kayle told jess he was leaving for further studies joining his parents in perth by the next day ... she was devastated when she heard the news .... she was alrdy pregnant with his child...unknown of wht tu do she kept mumb abt it ... untill....... her mum found out abt her pregnacy(kayle alrdy left for perth) ...then she was force tu give him a call... but he didn pick up.. she was left all alone... then kayle returned her call some days ltr... he told her ... its all for fun...u shuld know it... as long as both are happy y not... but deep down she was not happy at all... he even told her tu abort the baby.....then she finally turn tu her aunt( she's vry close tu her aunt)... her aunt tell her : love is not all abt sex... when both are engage in sex they shuld be ready tu bear the consequnce and the fruit of their love. most importantly true love must be present not puppy love... only when there is true love... u wun feel tht sex is a painful process but one tht u enjoy...aft readin... i felt tht the guy is a jerk... but the gal shuld not hav used sex tu keep him back ... how long can she keep him using herself??? -naive... ?? love is not as simple as it seems , and tu find smone u love and love u as much is not as easy too...-nites all... tml oc starts at 8am=)
it ended @ 12:25 AM
I will be waiting