Monday, May 12, 2008
Always expect the unexpected...- be it good or bad...today had my dss workshop... our grp is like lagging so far behind le... think have tu hurry and spend more time on it... haix..tml is poa test le... its 15 mins... =X .. just finished my poa tutorial 3 part 2 and tutorial 4... hiax... hahas .. needa go hand in my dss tutorial practice le... its by tml afternoon thou... hahas.. hmmm.. QQ said smth tht made me stunned... were we discussing who this lu rem jia is... hahas... then she said this..: maybe u dun even like him? maybe its just a crush?? i tot over her question on my way home... if its just a crush ... why had it hurt so much??? filled with hopes this moment .. dissapointed the other moment... aand i dunno what else i want... wah .. days are really passing by fast ... ytd was the first day i met him... one month ago.. hahas ... yea ... and soon my e-learning week will come and followed by my exam week rite after then holidays!!! hahs .. tot of getting a job... those promoter type or so... for a week ? hahas hopefully i get it but not much chance eh... hahs ... tht 2 weeks if no job then i gona be lonely and too free liao ... =( hahas ... study ? sounds no good ? good ? hahas dunno =p today morning the first thing tht greeted me was the goodnite msg frm him ytd nite.. guess i fell asleep b4 his sms arrive... i slept at 3am !!! hahs yea ... so i send a morning msg back.. but no reply..=( hahs .. so u see.. a moment of happy a moment of sadd.. aniway ... i use to take naps in the afternoon when i was in sec sch ... almost thrice a week at least... coz i use tu sleep late ... now... stil sleep late ( couldn adjust my sleeping time..) but no naps! =( sadd... haiz... so tired of evry thing le... hahas ... maybe just tired of evry thing in my love life ... sometimes how i wish i'm one with no feelings towards love.. then wun so pain rite? hahas but i 've posted in my previous blogpost tht life without love is pathetic and its equals tu a world with no colours... contradicting myself eh? hahas. actually wanted my blog url tu be colourmyworld.blogspot.com de butt i wasn't avaiable... sho sianz lor.. then i used this url... life withcolours .. hahas coz i wan my life with colours and tu be coloured by ppl ...=) hope i can manage tu sleep earlier today.... =)) lu ren jia! who re you!!! i'm really so so so curious tu know... re you on my msn list??? pls tell me who u re...= l
it ended @ 7:55 PM
I will be waiting
