Friday, May 30, 2008
This photo taken tht day LMS skid practice ... hahs... i was rehersing how to act as a teacher to see how my student(kai jun) cut himself on the wrist... dunno why yan ling was in place when this photo was taken hahs...
This photo >> heh is to motivate me!!! notes... its like only 2 months and the notes and stacking high... heh! i need to self motivate .. since now yixin diff sch as me and we cant always meet up le...then no one to 'fight' and urge me on... thou QQ is my always "target" hahs. coz she just good...anw.yupps tht's it . tml need wake up early too.. so ya .. nities..=)
Felt so stressed up by everything... coz i slacking too much eh? dunno also... hahs ... stil rmb the times back when i was in my sec sch days... when exams timetable was like so packed... 1-2 exam paper per day continuously... study till siao .. heh.. but back then i use to go je lib early in the morning and study til like bout 8 plus with Yixin... hahs so huai nian... hahs... also rmb-ed tht when i was studying halfway til i so stressed especially when i doing A-math.. i wuld burst out crying to myself as in tears roll down my cheeks.. aft the cry-out i'll feel much better ,its like sort of a release for me... or if i'm very stressed or vexed i go hug my mum ... hahs ... just feel like relying on someone for a while...feel so tired liaos... hahs tht's wad i felt today... as i grew older i hug my mum lesser... so when i hugged her today ... i hug her for like so long.... it's been so long since i last hug someone... hahs ... my mum tot what happen to me ...i didn say anything... i just feel tired out. hahs and feel like leaning on someone dependable and hugging someone tht i feel secure with and loved.. heh. my mum meets all criteria.. hahs... but sort of weird ... 2 ladies hugging tgt..=.= hehs.
Took this photo with QQ!!! hahs i always grumble to her de.. we share abt this and tht and talk abt everything under the sun hahas...I like always blogg at this hour hahs... i like nite time..hhahs i feel calm and peaceful at nite... when my brothers are asleep or when they are occupied with their own things and evrything just seem so nice hahs ... when its so quiet... so romantic .. heh... POA test is on sat ... countdown- 2 more days .. i so stressed by it ... hx say i hav no confidence in myself... i hope it is just tht too... but i scared i cant do well and dunno how to do the qns during exams... =( so all i can do is practice, practice and practice... think A-math easier lor..just applying the formula...POA requires debit credit ajusting entries... but i wun deny tht its quite fun thou... and the feeling of satisfaction when the trail balance balances out... think i'm having a bit slowness in the adjusting entries part hahs.hope i can get it rite b4 sat.=) jia you to myself man!!! heh.
it ended @ 12:23 AM
I will be waiting
