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Monday, May 19, 2008

I cant feel you...
ytd afternoon when i heard that we were suppose tu hand in our dss pbl qns by ytd... i was so shocked... i tot it was due on wed instead...didn know why... i felt so stressed upp... and i almost cried..=X arghhhhh .... just felt so tensed upp... but luckily it's grp submission so hazel handed it in and we'll be meeting on tue for a discussion on our presentation and i think i will need their help in my pbl qns... up to now i stil have my maec and bsta tutorial to go... poa i'm left with the last qns....sometimes feel like really have a real hard cry.... to take the chance and cry out all my unhappiness, all the stress i have accumulated and all the saddness .... Then after that cry i'll be okay i guess... sometimes i really hoped that someone(cannot be anione la"ppl whom i'm close to or what..") will be beside me in my saddess and happiest point of life... hahas it's like fat hope!

I went tu causeway with YiXin ytd... saw herleen at jurong east mrt... coz i met yixin at jurong library tu study ... and stupid me! i Brought my notes but i forget tu bring my tb tht contain the qns..=.= zzzzz.....
Herleen was meeting hanisah and sofyan( dunno how tu spell..=X ) at yew tee mrt and they are going tu causeway too... but to catch a movie... me and yixin spend sometimes walking at causeway then we went tu the library there tu find a socket for me to charge my handphone..=P hahas coz ya no batt liaos... i keep on listening tu the music... then yixin kept complaining tht she's hungry ... she asked her " friend" and he told her tht the banquet was nice... we couldn find the banquet so we went to the kopitiam instead... and while we were lookimg for a place... yixin stop me... someone stop behind me... and it was "him" ! he just finish buying drinks... i said hi... i was shocked tu see him... yah .. but i too paiseh liaos ... went off tu get our food and ya rushed of... yixin was in quite a rush .. hahas yah... and there's two cheng yu here: 有缘无份 and 有缘千里能相会... hahs which cheng yu apply leh? ...i dun think there's a ans.. 或许是我太在意他了...thus causing the saddness tht filled me now..
someone said tu me: sometimes..学着放弃才是解脱....
Go with the flow... =))

it ended @ 11:10 AM

I will be waiting