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Saturday, May 31, 2008

I dun feel good. I dunno why. But i just dun feel good. Things take time..does it? Saturday blues? i dunno. I just finished my POA test ( my first test in my poly life) hahs. DUn think it was becoz of the POA test i guess tht coz me to feel this way... I JUST DUNNO WHY I FEEL THIS WAY!!!! Can anyone help me??? gosh... =( hiax.... THings tht are mine shuld be declared mine isn't it? just like if a laptop is yrs u declare it yrs when others ask whose is it? u'll feel more comfy with things tht are yrs isn't it? if a lappy is yr friends..definitely u'll be more careful and not so rough with it. just like u'll be more polite with yr friends friends. and u'll be more nice and sweet to yr very close friends. ZZZZZzz i'm like crapping, beating round the bush just to get the msh out tht THings should be declared MINE!!! if they are!!! i dun like it when i'm unsure of things... i also dun like things to dragg and dragg...(althou i'm one who always does tht...it's not good! and i'll try tu change...) I've so many many things to say and to sp many ppl...but i just couldn't get it out...maybe coz i scared after saying things could change either for the better which wuld definitely be good..or for the worse which i cant imagine wad it wuld be like... i dun wan to risk it.. so i'd rather not say... maybe when the right time come..i wuld shoot it all out... heh... I actually got so many wishes and hopes and so many wants ... but i've learn tht things always don go the way u hope and wish it'll be... sometimes u might want this person to give in to u in terms of smth and who knows.. the person might expect u to give in instead.. so a compromise muz be reached, both also give in ... wun tht be nice? or if not.. for some things one party give in .. for another thing the other party give in... more or less it doesn't matter if u love the person.. does it? hahs..
Hiax .... ARh!!! i just feel so ... *ROAR* i also dunno how to explain..='(
evrybody seems to be occupied with something/somebody. ZZZZ... WAH HUH HUH...='( sadded.

Today before i went out of e house i did smth i haven done for quite sometime heh.After I finished wearing my shoes and b4 i stepped out of the house... my dad was saying bb to me.. so i say: papa call mummy here.. faster... i late le..
my dad: why? ookok.( so he called her)
my mom: huh? yes? aiyoh. i cooking noodles half way leh. u forget take wad? ask yr papa la.. got difference meh?
me: no u just cum...( she walked towards me le)
*i hugged her*
mum: hahs .now i see.. yeah there's a great difference. gd luck for yr exam..=)
me: hahs ..yeah! okie...=) bb
hahs yeah tht's me.. still so acting so kiddy huh? hahs. back when i was taking my o'lvl i hugg my mum b4 i go for my exam..everyday..it sort of assured me.* sort of like luck *?.. hahs no la... maybe just to make myself feel tht there's someone rooting for me and yah i just like tht feeling of being hugged by my mum too... heh.. Tht's why young kids hug their mum.. when they grow old they hug their bf/gf then older they hug their spouse..and back to the cycle of hugging their kids. heh. everyone need some kind of love and rooting in physical forms.. i think. hahs. BUT ! i think.. a person hug is precious. so ppl.. dun anyhow give yr hug to anione huh... and dun let just anione to hug u ...
WAh!!!! i like crapping... i'm just solely sian-ed. i'm not very "into" anything de. hahs just now someone asked me..do u have any beliefs in yr life? i said yes. some belief to keep me motivated and to go on... hahs i've also mention in my previous posts tht i'm one who believe in almost evrything-any religion and their belief. i can belief listen and try to understand but i'll not be TOO tied down by anything. or wuld i say erm... just not too "into" a certain thing... hahs. coz i dun like it..i prefer neutral.. Thts me . =)

it ended @ 2:33 PM

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