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Sunday, May 04, 2008

Sometimes i wonder will he ever call me someday some night tu chat... maybe just talk about his prob or troub ... or share anything hahas... i think... if its the gal who intiatiates the realtionship first... then in that paticular realtionship.... will it always be the gal who does the intiative in everything too? doesn't tht leave the gal to be dominative??....once he told me... he said tht if he were to have a gf ... he would announced to everybody that she is his... i was so so so surprised... coz i nv tot he is those type tht wuld do tht... to be so proud of his gf.. and to announced it... butt sonner or ltr ... i found out tht he does not does the initiating... then... i duno... sort of contradicted by his words... my friend told me tht maybe only to start a relationship he does not do the initiative maybe coz he's really shy.... butt that does not mean tht in the rest of the relationship it would remain tht way... it might be tht onli after they get tgt then he will show how much he realli likes the gal thru actions like what he mention ... to tell evryone... tht gal is his... ... tht sentence of his realli realli awes me and i admire him for tht in the first place... sometimes i wonder ... does he ever ask a gal on a date??? hahs... i think i'm thinking too much ... hahas.... well there's quite a lot of un-answered qns in my heart tht i hope to get the ans ... butt maybe i can just leave it can i ???
exams are starting on 30th of this month... just weeks away... i haven start revising.... zzz... i dun wan to lagg brhind realli... either i just ask and get a definite ans ... or i really shuld just leave it... butt just leaving it liddat its going to budge me forever ..hahas... my friends are like telling me ... ask and dun have regrets.. coz they had and they regretted.... .... ... .... ... .... ... .... ...

Arggh.... dss dss dss dss.... oh..... dss ... i'm realli getting prob with my dss... really need some help with it... pity my bro is not in sch of bA... and does not study dss ... if not... i can get help from him... =(.... haix... need to seriously get some help soon... exams are realli drawing near...

it ended @ 7:18 PM

I will be waiting