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Wednesday, May 07, 2008

Tml is thursday le... somehow thurs seems like the last day of studying of the week coz on fri i onli got a 2 hour lesson of IS and becoz of tht i always go sch at 1030am just tu slack ard with friends... Got to know tht next week got quizzes coming upp... haix hahas... Well tht's all for sch ..

Today during MAEC class me and QQ so called coverse thru a piece of paper...she asked me if i still feel sadd or what ... i sae nope ... i'm in fact feeling good..=) hahs ..
she: so u gave upp on liking him alrdy ??
me: no... i still like him... its onli that i have straighten out my thinking ler...for me i think
if i like someone...i will continue liking ... liking someone doesn't mean its a must tu have
him for myself... coz he might not like me...i still like him coz for me it isn't so easy to say
want give upp then can give upp de... if say give upp liking tht person and nxt u like
another tht isn't call like...its just a crush ...
hahas the coversation on tht piece of paper went on throghout the lesson ..( butt we got pay attention to the tutor hor !!! hahs) butt at least i think i cann focuse a bitt better on my studies now le... hahs ..

I met ? [ '?' is used to safeguard her privacy...=) ] and her friends today after my BLAW lecture ends... we sat down tu talk and so on... we waited for ? another friend tu come b4 we go for dinner tgt( supposely onli me and her) then in the end me ,? , one of our sec sch mate and ? friend went for dinner tgt at west mall... on the bus i got to know tht she'd broke upp with her bf tht lasted less than a week... i was shocked... she said they didn made it... she felt embarrased walking with him... i asked why ... she said coz his actions are acting as if he's a himbo, acting dumb.. me as her friend i onli cann listen... coz its not good to give comments on this sort of things... hahs... she mention tht when she's sick ... he onli said: u go home rest early k? ... didn send her back nor anything... i cann understand her ideal type of guy she's looking for ... hahas.... ah i saw one of the sc of other grps.... he's with his gf... holding hands walking past atrium... wah ... so nice sia... hahs .. its like he's so proud of his gf ... showing her off .... hahs.... thou she's not those like erm very pretty de.. butt i think pretty is subjective and it's in the eyes of the beholders ... tht's why different ppl attract different types of ppl...hahas. i think in the eyes of yr partner u're always the most beautiful ... hahs ...
U guys believe in horoscope? i believe..... hahas. i dunno why ... butt i do believe... well my take on love is tht i dun need to change myself throughly tu fit the "him" or " his" ideal her... i think it shuld be the same for evry one isn't it?? if u really like someone... u like him for who he is ... and not to change yrself tu suit him... coz tht's not u le... evry one is unique in their own way ... and maybe tu accomodate each other and change in small little ways tht might be yr own flaws.. butt not tu change the way u dress ... the way u talk ... ur character and all just tu suit him... if u like someone... u'll like evry thing of him/her and to accept the way he/she is... to take in his/her flaws and accept it... =)
actually i'm feeling fine ler hahas. butt dunno why when ? told me about she and her bf incident... and after we talked i feel so down ... for what i also dunno... just could'n really cheer upp... guess its just mood swing?? hahas... talking about mood... how well can a guy accomodate his gf for her temper her mood swings and all? hahs sometimes i'm just so curious and got so mani qns to ask ... hehehe=)

OHHH!!! i finally manage tu stop myself from drinking lychee red tea jelly with no pearls today ..=) hahs ... sorethroat is gone! hahas... thx to tht whole bottle of water that i drank upp..=) i drank fruit juice after lunch todae... ORANGE W APPLE W CARROT!!! its super nice hahas... realli.....i intro tu friends they also say nice... butt today that auntie make the drink ... think she putt too much carrot todae... taste so yucky coz a lot of the pulp and the residue thing... all the other time round when i drank its so nice... and i always enjoyed it ...=) hahas.. tml got BSTATS tutorial and POA lecture..=( hahas haven finish my BSTATS tutorial hmwk yet ..=X haha.. we miss last thurs tutorial ... dunno when's the make up yet...=( hmmz... tht's all for todae... =)

it ended @ 7:34 PM

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