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Thursday, June 12, 2008

I went to see QQ blog.. And her lastest post made me feel just so loved and rmb-ed .. I'm gald tht she's there ... I envy she and Kenny... yea . Its blessed to have a dear tht understand u instead of feeling tht u re over reacting.. and yea .. its good to have a peck on yr cheeks and a whisper of goodmorning in the ears when u wake up evryday and someone to tell u tht he'll love u even if u leave him and will wait for u to return back to his side... They'rre such a sweet coupple isn't it? And she definitely deserve all the love she's having now...
Actually in her blog she mention tht i certainly deserve better and more than wad i'm getting now... hahs how i hope so .. BUt i think in love ... there's nth like whether i deserve more or not.. coz yea.. i realise tht love cant be force... and tht's wad ben told me... Like how i rejected him in the past... the tears he shed for me.. the tears i caused... but... tht's love isn't it? the other party wun noe how much u have done and how u felt ... and i nv knew how ben felt til now i experience it and he said it just now to me.. How much i gave out doesnt amount to how much i'll receive... So yea.. Thx QQ anw... U tried cheering me upp and it did help... hahs and yea u just knew me too long .. nv escapes yr eye uh , no matter how i try to hide it... but glad tht u notice .. coz it gave me a chance to say out wad's bottling upp in me... thx so much.. hmm... i will try kz? will give u the smile u wuld wan to see on our tanning trip to sentosa the nxt time i see u ! =)

it ended @ 11:23 PM

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