Sunday, June 15, 2008
Me and amanda! hahs. Amanda didn play with us haha. but her bf and friend open another table.. My first time to play pool. hahas. with my lms grp . HAiz.. this triggered me to rmb tht someone once say tht wan to be the first to teach me play... however.. didn..hiaz... 不知道 why ... but i felt so heart broken...
Me!!! hahah. actually stil got one more pic de... haha tht's amanda's hand anw... ya .. but the other pic with yan ling haha... beginner wor! haha felt some accomplishment today ! =) *claps* .jpg)
Tht's hup song teaching yan ling... Kai jun taught me instead . hahs. but i clever student no need much teaching ..=X haha .... anw... yupps... haha share smth funny ...(* i dun think hup song will mind horrs*) heh.
haha. all along is kaiJun do opening.. then last round tht time hup song was asked to try... then his opening.... haha.. all the balls scatthered.. yes . and even one ball went in!!! haha. guess wad colour ! the white one!!! hahaha. we laughed... til we can laugh no more... Gosh! heh ... BUt he also not vry good at the opening so haha.. yea... =) gald tht tht few hours there i can take my mind off " him" haiz..
I stil cant take him off my mind... hx told me this b4 ... : 幸福是要自己争取的. yea... wo nu li qu zheng qu le... ..
Leo (ex college) is in ns now... he stills call me frequently... abt 10 plus liddat... i understand the feeling of tuo tuo la la... coz i am going thru it rite now! so i put an end to it by telling leo i like 'someone' else.. and coz of tht 'someone' i'm sadd. , - heartbroken. Leo reply was can i mend it for u ? and only u? hiaz.. if only i were so valued in 'his' heart .... cAN i know how much am i valued in ur heart? hahas sounds like i stil cant give up can i?
I noe tht he might be going oversea for attachment if it is approved.... In my heart i wish tht he wun go... go a local one better... but if he really cant and needs to go overseas.. i .... i will wish him all the bez.. COz ... i wuld wan the best for him... =) heh.
Its like whenevr someone says smth bad bout him i'll always try toprotect him.. by saying no la and others... it jus cums so naturally... just now Jasmine ask if i stil liked him.. yes i do. Hard to let go... hahas. she feels tht he's toying with me too... But frm what i know him... i dun think he those kinda ppl..(unless i dun noe him tht well ) ... and i believe and reallly hopes he's not.... some might say i'm gullible... but.. hahas. yah. Naive... Am i ? =) Hup song told me this : " there're ppl who likes u ... it's only tht the person u like dun like u .." yea true. SO how? haha... for once... i wan to hold on.. hold on till the very end... and for now... i think for now i'll still choose to believe him..... -hope i'm not wrong.=)
it ended @ 11:03 PM
I will be waiting
