Thursday, June 12, 2008
Our shadow.. =) hahs... We stood at the railing for so so long sia... enjoyed the breeze.. the sun.. and talk lame things. hahs. me + her = lame friends ... hahs. At least she brought the smile back on my face..and entertained me with her lame jokes=X hahs =) THANK YOU QQ!!! hahas... 
Monorails.. blue ,purple... - collide.. =)) 
Went out with QQ todae. Cant stay at home... mind wil go craze.. Walk Walk and walk... its better than coping up at home.. =) hahs.. yepp... We went tu the open space and enjoyed the sun.. We took 188 there. heh. we met at 11 plus coz QQ cant go home too late.. 
Then we walk and walk hahs. Took our lunch at KFC(harbour front). Kenny- QQ bf's working there. heh. took zinger and ice-lemon tea w 2 straw as usual.. hahs. Then we sat down there and talked about my previous working experience hahs. Then we walk back to Vivo found a seat outside Baleno and sat. HAHAs we said smth quite crazy and laughed like siao! =) hee. Then she tested me on the location of various shop in vivo. hahas i manage to ans correctly ;) haha.
We went back to the roof top again and soak our legs in the water for a little while hahs. JUSt for fun !!! hahs=)
The senery's nice isn't it? hahs... I wan to take tht cable car... but s'pore de too low and distant too short le hahs.. m'sia de will be better... The previous time i went with my parents when i was young to genting .. we took the cable car .. hahs so nice.. i wan to go again!!! heee.. There's so many things i wan to do sia.. Or in another words.. there's so many things i haven done.. =(
TOok this when we were abt to head home!!! Gosh .. i think its nice... it would have beem much nicer at nite.. too bad QQ cant stay.. hahs.....Yea and we took 97 home... coz its nearer for QQ.. hahs actually i can take 143 and 30 to west coast market.. but well the distant away frm my hse = not much of a difference..
Its rather early.. 4.30pm liddat we reach AYE le.. so we sat there and chat.. and she noticed my saddness... Yea .. hahs.. We knew each other since Pri sch !!! hahs. yah.. sadd over the same old thing... Yea i miss him.... i waited and waited but i my phone dun seem to vibrate... i dun seem to be 'miss' ...sent the msg out at last...but got a reply and tht's it. dunno wad to say le.. Didn want to msg in the first place... hahs .. but dunno why leh..coz i knew if i dun sms he nv will.. hahs.. she ask me whether i wan to knw the ans...she cant bear to see me so 'fan'...so sadd... give her his no... she'll ask for me... I didn give... dunno why... coz its suppose to be btwn 2 person? dunn wan to force an ans? or just leave me liddat ... yea.... she said maybe the bez wuld be for him to get a gf and i'll give upp... Nah i can tell u no... giving isn't tht easy... When i like ** in e past even he stead with ****** i just felt hurt.. but i wished them all e bez.. hahs. If i cant be as happi... i wuld wan others to stay happi... She and __ said tht i shuld stop all contact w him... as it is a process to help letting go... But i think letting go is with concern to yr heart... If u really let go le.. even if in contact it wun matter... hahs .. BUt i'm still far away frm tht ...
It seems to me like he's like oblivious to my feelings - missing of him .. and his nonchalant manner hurts me.. *** said he's a lucky guy... but i think diff ppl see it diffently... waited for so long - and i stil am.
JOlly shandy + ice cream + hugs. = a day to be rmb-ed. be it good or bad 都已成过去，也只能当做回意。
I'd prefer to see myself smilling ...=)) hee.
it ended @ 7:10 PM
I will be waiting
