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Wednesday, June 25, 2008

Sadd. I miss amanda. She could't make it todae. Her bf sae too far.. so she cant cum. hmmz loving eh. stick tgt everythime ders..=)) heez... anw... haha . yea! Hope we can do well for our lms pw this time round. +)

Me and hs. principle( me ), Mr. terrance- yanling bro (him.)
Food!!!! so hungry le then see the food stil have to wait for it to be cooked.=( ahahs
Yan ling ( sister ) and kaijun ( boss ) haha. =)
zzzz... kaijun is the one taking the pic. yet he's not looking @ the camera! =.=
Kai jun went to the toilet . HAhs so he wasnt in the pic.=P

On mon.. after i posted ... i saw smth and made me tear... Crying is not the most 'xin ku' .. so feel like crying but the tears doesn't burst out and u feel so difficult breathing is the most 'xin ku' thing. Couldn't believe it i experience it again after so many yrs... I called QQ... we chatted. She herself is going thru smth difficult.. BUt for her case... things went out as i predicted...

For me.. i'm hurt... i'm battling with it. hs told me: it's u who's thinking so much .. and giving yrself so much pain. Letting go is difficult but not impossible.


Todae! met kaijun, hupsong and yanling at 4pm. heading to kai jun hse at bishan. And i saw him @ the busstop. I manage a smile and avoided looking at his eyes. Cause the feeling gets stronger each time he looks in my eyes. 'No matter how much I want to be happy, when i look into yr eyes, I can't help but just feel a terrible saddness. Becoz of all the times i look into them...it's filled with mystery'. If there's only one qns i can ask. I would like to know what u're thinking.


We took bus 74... kj stay @ 'rafflesia' condo(O.o) ... We practice at the open space downstair.. till bout 6.20.. And i'm like sososo hungry liaos. So kj and hs went up to get the food while me & yanling stayed downstair.( hahaha) then kj did the cooking. haha. so we were like waiting to eat only... ahha. We ate from like 7 sharp til bout 8.45 la. so long.=.=

Then the maid came to help us clear upp.- felt so erm guilty. we eat, she clean. ( think she just bathed only then she hav to wash dishes =(

We stayed @ kj hse for a while before we head home like ard 9.30.

Took 52 back to clementi. then change to bus 189. When i reached home it's like 10.40 lerrs.= so tired. i doze off in the bus. So cold sia. then i knocked my head on the glass of the bus.=.=

hahas. but luckily didn miss my stop. =))

... i'm sort of vry tired nowadays and cant get to slp at nite.=( ... hahas. on the way to kj hse .. i was like brickering with hs la! he and his ' y dao li ' ... But told me smth... something i'm so not confident abt myself of. ... he also said : i'm sure there's someone out there u haven discovered tht god had created just for u... =)

my head now hurts... so feel like sleeping but dun wan and cant get to slp. dun wan to doze off in poa lecture tml sia... laz time haha.. there's someone who'll sms me & and me not to slp during poa lesson .... now... i dun ... errarh!!! okay. STOP! i shan't continue. 不要想太多。。。=)

it ended @ 12:47 PM

I will be waiting