Wednesday, June 11, 2008
This is the NJC harmonica concert tik. Ytd at home too bo liao le. Then took this pic. Ytd nite.. it rained.. Heavily... It came without warning... the sudden gush of strong wind... so so so COLD. It really is.. I stood at the window.. looked out and i started emo-ing... The song tht i was listening , played thru my earpiece : 罗志祥 - 做得到. Haix. felt so lonely ...
I'm so foolish.... i sent out sms... but there's no reply frm 'him'. i almost tot tht my phone spoiled.. so i send sms to my bro to test test..and my phone's alrite. So I waited for his reply.. there's none. Now i understand how __ felt when i didn reply him last time... he really loved me.. and i thank him for him love .. however i couldn't love him.. coz my heart is with 'him'... Now i can understand all the pain i put him thru ... cause i am going thru it now... When i didn't receive 'his' sms... first thot- 'he' is busy.. 2nd thot- the sms might cost. 3rd thot- 'he' dunn wanna reply. 4th thot- 'he' is in troub. evry nite. evry morning... 'he' is the first i think of.... Which is smth i cant control myself of. As for 'him'??? am i the one 'he' will think of evry morning and nite? 'He' shuld be back in s'pore by now... ... i'm waiting... still waiting... why have i allowed myself to belief that miracles stil happen in this world..? -as to ths moment.
-'U' are the only one capable of breaking my heart...
it ended @ 3:55 PM
I will be waiting
