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Thursday, July 10, 2008

the cruelty of reality. How true. It's hard to understand how human thinks isn't it? After briefly jumping blogs...and it starts me pondering over many many many qns... why this why tht.. how cum can liddat...
As to me, myself. I'm a fickle minded gal who can nv seem to make up my mind most of the times. I always change laz min. or in another words... i can think like dat for a moment and change my thinking the other min. I always think so much and complicate things. tht's my weakness.. and i'm working on it.(:
One qns. is it always ppl who cant be lovers can nv stay as good friends, pals, or friends even?
is it tht hard? i've been in both positions and i think maybe it's not tht hard is it? or is it not?
it's not the first time i hear ppl say but end up... haix. well. tht's human beings for me.

This is my reply to u: my love for him is not limited. BUT! i'd drew a line to tht. It's the not time yet. Hectic schedule! and Studies, tests, exams, family and friends are more impt now bah.(: i thank you for yr concern! but i hope u respect my decision juz as i do for others.(: U shuldn be calling out! army lei! hahs . jia yous! Still friends.(: pals.i promise. dinner as planned=). AH. and laz thing. i choose tht my own..though it'd been hard but i'd nv regretted liking him. (:

Gosh! i really need more time!!! i'm despo for time. 'time nv waits for one' how true!. haahs. Met yanling and kj. did the planning of IAC project. WAh now i notice tht the sch lib is such an ideal place for studying from early evening onwards.. SOmeday i'll grab someone to study till late night.=) guan yu say she can.. but she todae got cca.. and i wonder on other daes if she can.. the others can't go home late. especially QQ! hahs(:
I really got loads to complete man! A lot undone for IAC. and MAEC test is on mon!!! this sat there's a sec 4 class gathering with miss wan.. and sun night maybe sending miss wan off.... NO time!!! and sat 5am need to be at east coast le!!! til 3pm. gosh then rush back to west coast @ bout 7pm for class gathering. studies... i've to forgo sun farewell then. try to study tml also. BUt tml meeting for IAC project =(. wah.. haix.BUT! i work hard and play hard! i wanna go catch a movie!!! hahs. sat consider a day off le hahas. so yea. WAY TO GO LIYING!!!

it ended @ 2:11 AM

I will be waiting