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Friday, July 18, 2008

Todae, 18 July 2008. 10.20 pm sharp. smth happen... i'm over at aunt hse. My aunt stays alone and i came over to accompany her. Smth cropped up at my grandma hse. My aunt rushed out, called my uncle, but he's sick. =( I'm now at home alone. Overcome by a strong feeling of fear. Aunt is fetching grandma over now. I can only wait for news. On the verge of tears... Fear. Then uncle eugene called. Aunt ask me to change the bed sheet in the other room for granny. I changed le. Now waiting. Blogging to stop myself from imagining things.

I come from a simple family. Not a rich gal. I have Complicated thinkings. I think about many things and their implications be4 i do certain things. I have probs. Sm times i really hope there is someone i can share all this with. To talked to. But when others ask me about it i dun fell like sharing.Or it depends on who ask me. Sometimes i really feel so troubled and so tired. Adults things , children need not bother.. but it's different for me..I feel obliged to be part of it. When i see how my friends encounter probs and have ready shoulders to lean on and to help it's pretty good as it seems ... but many "behind the scenes" i didn see. i shall be a strong woman. One that can be the pillar of strength for others. i will hang in there AS LONG AS POSSIBLE.
DUn u try hurting her!!! I'll protect her the same way she did when i was young. And many others would too!!! I can't help but to really dislike you. I dun wish to use the word 'HATE' but u really really make me feel disgusted when i see you. AND the more I DUN LIKE YOU as each incident pass by. You caused me tears, troub for others, and unhappiness for many but it's ok. But if u caused her tears.... you will be punished one day.

it ended @ 10:28 PM

I will be waiting