This is Jie ZHi!!!!! Yu FANg elder sis. She's really a very nice gal!!!! very good to me also!!! =)))

Goodbye. You'd left w/o a word. The 2 months at GE was fruitful.. kept my mind off u. HAHAs. Met many ppl and made many friends of all kinds. BAck to sch now and the first week was rather relaxing still. Tml there's no sch. Going to hand in time sheet at Taka. Stil didn get my running shoes yet. I went to IMM on mon during tht 4 hr break. but!!! they dun have my size for both the adidas shoe i was aiming on!!!! then the shop assistant was like a bit blur de.. ask her which one better for absorbing shock and for long distant run.. she was like. "ER... can ah can ah.I think so. ER.. Can la." ZZZZZzzzz. then in the end they only got like size 4,5 left.. so i tot i'll go to ViVO and see. I went to Queensway to search for it. But there seems so luan. I wasn very familiar with tht place too.. Kor said he'll bring me to get my shoe coz he use to get his shoes there... BUt... He's on attachment then not free. On weekends he got his own activities then sumtimes he's juz to tired so i jus keave him at home to rest instead of pestering him.
When i went to search for my running shoes.. It reminded me of you... You said b4 tht when the nxt time i were to buy my running shoe i should buy Adidas and u'll cum along with me to help me choose. Even i hope to ask out now as a friend to acc me to get it.. i guess i cant. Coz u're no longer w/in reach. You said we still can be good friends to study tgt and go for movies and chat. But u nv did look for me. As for me .. i wasnt sure if u're with 'her' so i didn wan to create unwanted misunderstanding. On my b'dae... I was so hoping for a msg from u ... hoping tht u would rmb ... but the msg nv come.
The next thing i know was tht u weren't in SG. u didn even tell me u were leaving.
Tht night i knew i thought abt you. Abt how i tried to get to know you months ago. B4 those beautiful memories can be sealed.. On tht day. Tht 'day' when i saw u with her. Then i tot abt what u said the previous day tht u weren't going to sch. Beatiful lies. But the fact tht when i saw u with her.. the laughter on your face was smth i nv saw b4 when we went out. Tht moment aft i saw u guys i almost cried out. Affected by it i went for my DSS exam.
I started to piece things tgt. Those msn nicks... lil things she said abt u... and the laughter when i saw u with her. I now suddenly realise actually i have many qns for u.. but whenever we chat i seem to forget tht i got smth to ask u..and u nv did clarify.
Well! the me now will not be stuck in the past! "shun qi zi ran" hahs. I wish u well and do take care of yourself! I guess i can no longer hope to bump into u on the roads. hahs. If u do stil treat me as a good friend.. Ask me out for a movie when u cum back. i think i shall be having the long hols by then. But only do ask me if u mean it. DUN be like last time.. say wan to meet up when u cum back after yr trip on wed . in the end! everthing change. I stil have the book mark. Will read more books .. motivation. hahs. By tht time hope to see you in a more "man" and mature outlook yea! (: