Monday, November 17, 2008
And i start to REGRET. STUPID me. Here i am thinking...if in the past i were to hold on we might last til now. hahs. If i had be true to myself @ tht time... IF ONLY. come to think of it. i didn know why i tried so hard to reject. FOr the fun of it? zzzz then blame myself. ought to be punished for having fun at others expense. Well. Now i get jealous. HAHS. Stupid thinkings. IF ONLY i had knew it tht time i wouldn have done so. I would go with my heart. hahas. COme to think of it... 1..2..3... 3 yrs le!!!! round there. Lunar CHINESE NEW YEAR de day 3.... I met you.=) IF ONLY.. then i would be the first to be .... .... Well... one must LOOK AHEAD!!! hahs=) WISH U HAPPY & blissful my friend!OK. Movies are lonely. Weather is cold without Hugs. This morning i was looking thru someone profile and i was like thinking to myself : zzzz hahas. so in need of a gf? DESPO? maybe not to tht extreme. AND Here i am .... AT times everyone would like someone to care for u. to be there. to hear u crap and to everything. RARH. hahs . IF ONLY... IF ONLY...IF ONLY i knew.... i would have be RICH! HAHAHAH. =)))
it ended @ 10:32 PM
I will be waiting