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Tuesday, April 14, 2009








































The once protectiveness tht i yearn seems to be drifting away. Over protective?
maybe i'm at fault.
These few weeks i've been going out loads. either to sch or with friends.
$$$$ . no cash le. totally broke.
I'm going for an interview for a PT job this fri. I seriously hope there would be no contract for me to sign to commit IF not i might not be taking up the job.
I wann to earn extra cash. I dun wan to take $$ from parents. BUT i dunn wan to affect my studies. haiz. i hope i can cope man.
Today had a GRP 5 outing + Jia Xin. hahs
hmmmz. today was fun yeah let pics do the talking.
Watched HANDSOME SUIT. hahs i wanted shopaholic though.
10 tickets and we went picky picky. hahas
went to lau pat sat to eat and walked to esplanade after that.
Been going out and dad is trying to restrict me le. He say i'm going out too much. TOO MUCH ACTIVITIES.
Now i'm vexing whether to take up the job or not. HIAZ big big HAIZ.
i want to save up $$ to go idare camp. and also to lessen my parents burden.
I serioulsy hope i can have an ans. ARGH!!!!
if i wrk i have to sacrifice my time for family and friends. BUT i wan to make full use of my time also.
enuf of tht. niways. i got to know smth today. SHE had a crush on HIM.
he doesn't know. haiz. sadded. maybe she shuld tell him. hahs. well well i shan't be KPO. mind my own biz. =)
Now i got few probs on hand. Afraid my dad wun allow me to go for the bbq this SUN. and whether i shuld take up the job. whether i can stop working when exams come. whether i can cope. IF i cant and i want to quit can or not? OH NONONO.
zann is stressed up. save her pls :) your advice means so much. she needs a listening ear and advice.

it ended @ 11:55 PM

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