Friday, January 15, 2010
When you can't scream, can't shout, can't scold, you can only break down and cry.
Some times i just wonder if i am too easy to be bullied. Am i being too helpful? Trying to act cool?
Trying to do everything by myself?
Projects just blew my whole mood off today. was suppose to meet yvonne @ 7pm then go over to aunt hse in the night. But with the situation i was in... i could just spoil her day too.
TODAY WAS TOTALLY A SHIT DAY.
dun feel like elaborating.
Reached home @ 4pm. didn really talk to my parents due to the mood i was in.
I know they meant well but there was some slight friction and i went stright to sleep.
Mood swings, projects, sch life... its messing me up.
It just get so tiring yet no where to go to.. no one to lean on and no one understands.
what you can do is cry.
Really feel like going for a endless run. Tire myself out.
This lonely route seems to take forever to reach the ending and as it gets going... it just gets tougher.
it ended @ 10:57 PM
I will be waiting